♥ MAD LOVE!

Omg, today was the bomb! Fyi, I didnt win the PUMA competition after all. But its okay. I guess there are more things to life than winning. Admit that I did feel abit sore,about not coming in first place but what the heck? Life moves on,and you gotta move on to the more greater things in life,which includes my pretty Tiffany trinklet! I will talk about this later,dont worry.

AM shift was a bitch! I didnt even get to be a zombie because it was so freaking busy! Omg. Didnt get to go for break until 1pm. God. And of course I left at 230pm! Showered at work and rushed to 313 Central. Met Azyra there, and when we finally reach,there wasnt alot of people at all! We were early, despite it being ALREADY 4PM! But there were the media people,and the Puma staffs. I love the fashion show the best,because the models were freaking hot. I wish I cud upload all the photos(more than 300photos taken today!) into here but I carelessly left Nayla in Bazli's Avante so its now with Azyra! )): SAD.

So I didnt win,left Puma after everything ended, and met Aisya,Safa & Syasya at ION. Decide to walk around ION and check out New Look,and was disappointed!!!! I couldnt find anything that I like, except for ONE dress,which cost over a hundred bucks,which is ridiculous because I wouldnt spend so much on a freaking dress. So we walked around,and by then Aisya was already carrying for me my backpack because it got so freaking heavy,and I was sticky sweaty and yucky. Town was infested with people,omg!!! Human traffic was terrible.

Had dinner at Cahaya, and bumped into like alot of friends,and one NON friend. After dinner,I bought a tshirt from a random shop cause I cudnt stand myself! So freaking sticky! Changed and then decide to check out Tiffany & Co! LIKE HIGH TIME! Decided to get a bigger & more sturdy Return To T&C charm pendant and a thicker necklace so hopefully this would be solid enough not to break,and hopefully this stays with me FOREVERR~ Loves it.I never really gotten over my 1st & 2nd tiffany,and nothing cures a broken heart better than a prettier,newer(more shinier) tiffany trinklet. They say third is a charm,so it better be!

Oh, Im going to sleep smiling again. I think I deserve to buy myself a pretty tiffany,just to pat myself on the back. Last year I bought Nayla,this year Tiffany I guess. I dont intend to wear it out because Ive yet to do my engraving! Im thinking of engraving either Live,Love,Laugh or Faith on the back of my pendant. Havent really decided yet but will be dropping by Tiffany next week to finish up the pendant and then just maybe if something else catches my eye..then maybe the matching charm bracelet. kk nuff of tiffany talk.

anyway I had such a fantastic time with my girls!!!sygsygsyg koranggggs. it was such an impromptu meetup but it was so cosy and calming. Laughing our tummies out at Macdees,no where else. laughing about dontknow what sea animals,dinosaurs and whatever else laaaa.Den went to karaoke at Grandlink for 3 freaking hours, cheapcheap and then supper at Adams. Bazli & Farid drove us home and send me right to my doorstep,which Im very grateful for cause damn freaking scary kays my corridor.

Currently talking to nana about our issues,on the verge of crying. I guess, when you are once close with somebody,even though how long ago, nothing can change the fact that you guys were tight.things happen for a reason, and no matter how far you've grown apart, you will always come back to each other one day. Mika turned 2, two days ago,and what kind of godmother am I? Where have I been all this while? Biler Mika terlantang pat hospital,where the fuck was I sialsssssssssssssssssss. Okay suddenly this happy post become a damn emotional post....Crying already cause we somehow just let everything out,somehow it came to "maafkan aku please...?" from the both of us. We wasted a freaking year out of each other's life! Agreed to put all that behind us,and start afresh,we've been good friends for so long,friendship too precious to throw away just like that.People make mistakes & Im not perfect either. Whats important is we realise our flaws,and move on from it. love you na,we will make this work,insyallah!

Anyway Mum & Dad have just left for KL for a wedding a few minutes ago,and Im left at home with meimei. I intend to sleep in the entire morning and afternoon,cause Ive been awake for the past 27hours! Tsk. Im surprised that I havent drop dead yet. Hmmm,will be going out with bb later in the evening,which means WE ARE NOT GOING FOR ZOUKOUT. sedih giler babi! but bb promised me a good weekend,so you better make good of your words hor. I didnt take off for nothing.

Okay am going to kiss my tiffany and shower and crash. literally crash I think. omg its coming to 7am!!!! SUMPAH AKU GILER.

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Freaking weird! I slept at 12am,and I just woke up like an hour ago! Freaking weird. Think Im going to be on auto pilot later at work. Have been thinking about getting a smaller camera for awhile now. Of course I cant afford to lug Nayla everywhere I go when Im over in Adelaide,in lectures and all? Abit too bulky. So probably a handydandy one would be good,was thinking of Canon G10. And then if I get this baby, would probably hand Rayola to Meimei!

Speaking of which, Rayola is now in Europe,can you believe? She has travelled more than her owner,which is ridiculous! But of course Rayola can be stuffed in a luggage comfortably among all the clothes but the owner obviously cant. She's with Ain,who is in the Netherlands,and the last I saw,Rayola was on a travelling stint! I lend Rayola to Aunty Mabel,when she went to Korea, China, Mongolia. And now I havent seen Rayola for the longest time, and she is in Europe! Shes now a better traveller than me! Jealous!

Okay my tummy is actively growling AGAIN. and I need to pack my clothes, bathe and head to work. I wanna grab bfast before I start work. MUST. I feel like having a good tuna sandwich with lots of lettuce and tomatoes!

OHHH DO YOU ALL KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL GOING TO HAVE O'BRIENS IN SGH??? IT HAS BEEN REPLACED BY DELIFRANCE!!! xoxoxoxoxo!! but confirm expensive la! Sgh eh takde bende murah, tak lamer lagi, bankrupt jugak aku. TSKKKKK. Pakcik KTM yang slalu antar makanan la paling best. CHEAP AND GOOD. hahahha. kk need to go now. WISH ME LUCK PPL,exciteddddddddddddddddddddddd.

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Wooowheee, work was great today! Managed to finish everything by 9.15pm! Was working with Angie(HELLO!!! since now i know you read my blog!HAHHAHA). Have been working with her for 3 days straight,so its quite alright. I think its good to always work with the same person for a period of time,because over time you will be aware of each other's working antics,and work will be done faster than usual. Which is good,cause WE WANT TO GO BACK EARLY,dont we?!

Went home with Farid, and I shamelessly sat at the reserved seat in the train cause my legs were giving way! So freaking tired! Working for 5 days straight and NO joke at all man. Hmmmms.

Am quite excited for tmr's offical opening of the new Puma boutique at 313 Central! FIRST PRIZE FIRST PRIZE!!! POSITIVE ENERGY! I WILL WIN FIRST PRIZE FIRST PRIZE. will be attending the event with my azyrahart soooooo wish me luck,people!!! ((:

am gonna crash nw,have to wake up in 5hours for am shift. BORING! -_-

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YAY FLIGHT TICKET

BOOKED FOR THE

7TH FEBRUARY 2010!!!!

COLLECTING MY TICKETS NEXT WEEK!

OMGOMG HAVENT DO MEDICAL CHECKUP YET.

OMGOMG.

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ended up waiting for gg to finish downloading earlier this morning and watch it pronto!5 am in the morning and chuck bass made me cry like a baby.I knew it was going to be about chuck,one of the episodes where chuck gets emotional,almost to a point of being psychotic,but I love it. he makes my heart aches so bad! )): sighs. NOW I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE LORRR. NEXT WEEK COME FASTERRRRRRRR~ and I knew that maureen was up to no good. After this week's episode, I guess Trip & Maureen belongs together,so freaking scheming lor!

I loved chuck when he kissed blair on her temples and thanked her,and of course blair's hospital speech,was epic! I guess I feel like this for chuck because I used to hate him for his pride,his egomaniac ways of forever having his guard up. but watching him grow from season1 to season 3, you have no reason not to love him,really.

am freaking sleepy. just finished speaking to nab about sta,and guess I feel more confident after talking to her about our agent! okay wanna crash. having another afternoon tomorrow,followed by a morning shift on friday,followed by hopefullyWONDERFULweekend. Yay!

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Cant figure Tumblr out,help? Thought that I used the spare time to download GG!!! And 20% more to go! Oh my god. Cant wait cant wait. Watched 11 last week,and gg was almost normal! Eeks, gg is NOT supposed to be normal,in any way possible. Supposed to be twisted and romantic. But Chuck wasnt disappointing. I am a failed girlfriend because til today Bb do not know who the hell Chuck Bass is. Every single time I run to him telling him about Blaire and Chuck,he will slengeslenge ask me who the hell is Chuck! "chuck ni jantan maner la pulak!"
Classic MEN case.

This week's episode should be about Chuck(!!) and I cant wait. And oh did u guys notice the songs they play on gg recently? Omg,the works! Watcha Say was on last week,and like syasya, I went around my room scurrying for my handphone cause i thought it was ringing! Padahal gg,grrr! I love Chuck's face at the dinner table,when Blair rudely excused herself,and Chuck turned. Awww. Okay seriously all this waiting is terrible! Ive just rewatched both 10 & 11 TWICE just to pass the time,and still 12 is not complete! )): Can somebody just teleport me to the US? I promise Ill switch off the television when gg is over? Oh man. Dari tadi aku bebual banyak2,still at 87??? )): Maureen has the Serena's dad's letter in her hands,and I smell blackmail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omgomgomg. How to sleep like this.

Aiyah anyway(trying very hard to distract myself) Bb fetched me from work today! Yay,headed over to KTM for supper,what else. Had yongtaufoo which took forever to come, goreng pisang and sugar(!!!) and burger ramleee! Today I was his tong sampah cause I finished his food! And headed home right after,cause member nak berak pat rumah. What the hells right? But okay la,after doing the round the world thingy and feeling soooooooo fired up, I showered, literally cooled myself down and start my gg download! Seriously ni laptop mintak kene buang, lambat! But cannot throw,sayang lehhh, daddy buy one! Hahaha,so die die if this thing collapse on me also,still must keep the laptop,put on display in my bookshelf.

I need to buy an external hard disk soon! My lappy's space is cramping and I cannot afford for it to collapse on me like right now! No baybeeeee,dont kays. Oh shittt,I need to pee again! Working in 9 hours. Not funny,still need to sleep,but not sleepy. More excited than sleepy lor.

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Ive spent the last hour,plotting and planning my round the world itinerary. My heart was beating so fast throughout. Even though this dream of mine will not be achieved as of yet, this truest dream of mine, will not be a dream forever and this, I know. Its like when you love something so much,and you take baby steps, you feel like your body is on fire. Like even though its baby steps,as baby as it can be, deep down, i know, its pulsating because it will come true because I will make it come true. Nothing gets me more excited than travelling,nothing beats holding my flight tickets,knowing that I paid with my own hard cash, knowing that Ive worked this hard to deserve what Im gripping in my fingers.

Nothing just beats going through the entire travelling process. From pre departure, the endless planning, the endless research. Izyan & I used to spend months research on countries that we were going to. MONTHS! We backpack to all the many countries we've been to, so we do all the planning ourselves,without any agents,so research is freaking important. And one slip up can lead you to spending a cold night in some ulu airport because the next flight out is 8 hours later. Or in some Thai train station where you (try) to sleep on airport plastic chairs because you miss counted your time and ended up missing your train that goes to another part of Thailand,which is 3hours away from where you are.

Add up all the slipups that Ive experienced over the years,and Im still twice not shy. I still want to do all that, I still want to go around the world. Im so psyched right now because Im going to save and keep this planner,and every time I feel down and low, I will look at it,cause Ive got work to do,Ive got no time to lose cause Sao Paulo is waiting, Cape Town is waiting, Budapest is waiting, Cairo is waiting.

Im getting so emotional! In a good way. I feel so empowered,like a small candle is burning in me. I do not intend to put it off,and insyallah with knowledge comes empowerment,and with empowerment you can definitely move mountains. Good night people,Im off to look at my planner once more and smile sleeping.

For all of you who loves travelling as much as I do, check this out. It might just fire you up,like how it did to me.

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Hello dearies. Sister C gave me like 6 missed calls from her office this morning,and when I finally stirred from my sleep and looked at my phone, I went paranoid. Thought that I was called back for some mass casualty shit and I was dangggg late,but no, she called me,frantic mode, just to ask if Ive got my photo taken for the EXSA!

Apparently not yet,so mati mati suroh gi keje pakai makeup,set rambot lawa2. Cute kape sister aku. I will not be around to see my photo up on the wall,cause they will only be putting up next year I think,so please if any of you see my photo, PLEASE take a photo of it and send it to me,while Im 394763453435 miles away,in Adelaide.

Speaking of which, Ive already put 3 tickets on hold,will be flying with Iqah & Kak Nor. Got two bookings, Qantas & SQ. 1 year tickets. Qantas-30kg 1.4k, SQ- 20kg 1.3k. Still not decided yet,cause both of them havent get back to me. Hmmm,oh yah! Havent done booking for my medical checkup yet,probably pushing everything after next week,cause I havent got time to do ANYTHING other than work.

Still got to think whether 20kilos enough for all the stuffs that Im bringing over. my COE & visa is done and approved.and still got so many things to do! Less than 2 months,you know?

Okay need to bathe and put on makeup and get to work. LECEH NAK MAMPOSSSSSSS.

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I am sooooo freaking sleepy. Omg, penat buat 3 consecutive nights belom habis, still have got to work in like 12hours!!!!!!!!!!!!! Freaking irritating! )): Nevermind, breathe in and breathe out. This weekend! My weekends starts on Friday, have the Puma official opening to attend,and then Zoukout this coming Saturday!! Bb said that we might not be going, BOOOOOO BAYYBEEE BOOOOOO,and he knows that hes breaking my heart. I havent seen my girls in like days, I need a reboost. I am constantly hungry,suspect kuat ader ular (bukan ulat),a freaking snake in my freaking stomach! I had dinner at 9pm at bb's,and its barely 1am,and Im hungry AGAIN.the fuck??

Enoughhhhh laaaa perot!!! Tak cukop boncet kerrrrr,hellooooooooooooooo?? Omg. I thought it was a good idea for me to ignore the gastric bypass idea,but seriously, I need to tie/cut/snip my stomach smaller!!!!! Maybe I need a 2nd consultation. aiyah whatever laaaa,i need to stop eating. but Im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyy. perot grakkk grukkkk u knwww? its not even psychological!!! its like realllyyyy making sounds right now.

issuesssss,issuesssssssssssssss.

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OMGOMGOMGZ. I just did the most cleverest thing ever today,and Im so proud of myself! I went to the bank to get my card replaced,and I finally got my platinum visaaaaaaaaaaaaaa carddyyyhordyyy!!! Just looted VS, 10panties and 1 bikini,is enough damage for now. MY GORGEOUS BRONZE DOROTHY PERKINS BIKINI WENT MISSING LOR!! I forgot who I lent it to,and now its not with me!!!! I know my pretty ruffled floral print one is with Ayn, my Kate Moss bandeau is with Iqah soooooo I need a new bikini kays. pronto,perioddddddddddddd. Ni lah kalau selalu pinjamkan orang,sampai skrg dont know where already!! ): SAD. Anyway, my vs is gorgeous!!! Its in turqouise boho print!!

I told bb I looted vs and he replied,

"yr panties like disposable eh.i just followed you to buy not too long ago.
your pussy hungry ah?"

BABY DAMN CRUDE LORRRRRRRRRRRRR,what the hell?!!!! But the most important is,
MEN DONT GET IT,DO THEY? Tsktsktsktsktsktsk.

okay, i got back from night shift like 3 hours ago,and i was supposed to already be sleeping/snoring/drooling. okay okay enuff talking. wanna shower and slp!

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Gettin the trinklet replaced on the 18th! <3. Baby's working today(he works everyday now,whats new? -____- ) ,and we were talking during his break and he asked whether I liked surprises. Like absolute DUHHHHH?? Orang bodoh aje tak suke surprises.

Hahahahha, bag from my 2nd fav ausssie boutique,1st being ROXYYYYYNEVERRRRDIEEEEE, a little something is still something from bb. he doesnt always buy me stuffs, he pays for dinners movies blahblahblah but not usually things I shop for. Which is saddddddddddddddd, but its okay. Skali he ends up not buying eh!!!! Woahhh cannott!! Say already must buy!! hehhee.

Okay I wanna shower,and get ready for work. So mega lazy to work today,serious. Transplant side freakinggggggggggggggggg freezing. I swear the temperature is like 10degs or sumthing cause sooo freaking cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But yah I still want my mango ice. and the cold temperature is always making me & carynn hungry!!!! we ate helll lot of stuffs last night. Dont want to say here lor,wait kena scolding but realyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy alot. Tskkk,maybe shud consider havin vodka or sumthing,at least it keeps us warm!! hahahha fat hope.

kkkkk byeeee