& not my lips you kissed,but my soul. ♥
♥Sunday, February 07, 2010 2:52 AM



I SWEAR WE ARE SO FREAKING RANDOM LA! COULDNT SLEEP AT ONE AM IN THE MORNING LAST NIGHT,DRAGGED MEYAA TO MUSTAFA WITH ME,JUST TO DRINK ICE LYCHEE, TEH ICE AND EAT PRATAS AT CMK. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK RIGHT. HAHHAHAHAH,WHEN MEYAA PICKED ME UP IN THE CAB,WE WERE SO GIGGLY!! I FELT LIKE I HAVENT GONE OUT FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND TO GO OUT,EVEN TO MUSTAFA, AT 2 AM IN MORNING WAS JUST LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE AND I WAS EASILY THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD THIS MORNING.




Of course, I also bought some last minute ESSENTIALS! (: Maybelline Angelfit Pore Zero Base with SPF 25, True Blend Loreal Concealer, one cute bra,and two Nike tshirts! MAD LOVE! XOXO.







Ive already tried the POREZEROBASE,and all I can say is, ITS AMAZING. Mustafa's selling it at 17.90SGD,for 30mls,and I am so obsessed with it. I regret not getting three tubes of it,Im crossing my fingers that they do have this over in Aussie,because Im running out of SGDs. I could call this a primer,because it does a great job in getting my face ready for all the makeup. So usually after cleansing, I would tone,and then moisturize with my Clean & Clear moisturizer and Za emulsion, but since I got this, after all my moisturizers have been dissolved and absorbed, I will tackily dab PZB all over my face, especially my T zone area, a little under my eyes and basically spread sparingly. It does help in making my pores less visible,and make my face more smooth,soft and supply,THUS, foundation application is much,much easier! I do not need to buff my face with loose powder even! GREAT KAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha!








And YESSSS, baby lost weight!! SO KESIAN KAN!!! hes already so thin laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. like his thighs are probably like 1/5 of mine,can u imagine!!! TSKTSK. He is feeling better than he was a week ago,but his blood counts are still dropping!!! )): Damn sad cause he looks so pathetic la when hes sick. Sighs. I accompanied him to the Drs today,and talked to him abt Bb's condition. Pending hospitalisation on Monday,and THATS FREAKING SAD because I cant be there to nurse him! ))): Ya allah..Hopefully he doesnt need to be admitted because HELLO? aidil is damn manje when hes sick and he needs me to be there to do everything for him,and then if I am not there then how!!!! SAD SAD SAD. Insyallah k, must have faith. He will be so depressed without me, on the hospital bed all alone. Ya allah please bless him,please.


After the DRs appt, I went straight home to sleep. Got home, hung out my clothes, pack my bag a little and went to sleep. Woke up and met Bb to head to PS. Wanted to go Daiso early cause I know confirm damn packed! and yes it was really damn packed on a weekend!!! God. the queue was so freaking long! searched for travelling ziplock bags and bought like 6 of them,more luggage tags, cute cherry hairpins,and a travelling mesh bag! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO. had to queue so long just to pay! Damn idiot right?! Tsk,wanted to join my family for dinner but by the time we were finally done, it was already quite late so we went to carrefour cause I wanted to get pantyliners and sneaked an Adidas toilette spray pack which comes with the toilette spray,deodorant and even a cute grey pink clutch! and then finally head home and continued packing. I have kazillion clothes suddenly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crazy.


so got a little tired,showered and here i am! my eyes are so heavy already.I wanna sleep early( early habis,dah kul 3 pagi eh!) and wake up to have bfast and continue packing!! STRESSS ALREADY CAUSE HAVENT FINISH PACKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.


PPPPPPS : IM FLYING OUT TONIGHT. SOUNDS SO CRAZY. STILL FEEL SURREAL TO ME,THAT TOMORROW, I WILL WAKE UP TO KOALAS TAPPING ON MY WINDOWS. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG THIS IS CRAZYYYY WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


♥Saturday, February 06, 2010 12:04 AM

♥ finally packing.





I am finally packing. I have already folded my first batch of clothes into my trunk,and have put my 2nd batch of clothes in the machine. I still have 2 more batches to go,hopefully, I am able to get it done within the 48 hours that Im left here at home. It didnt occur to me that I have that many clothes! But I guess I have! Harharhar. I am really going, am I?! It still is very surreal to me, that I am really,really going away. In exactly 48 hours,cause it is 2350 now.

As time is passing rather quickly, I am feeling quite psyched. I am going away to pursue my dreams, like finally. Alhamdulilah. All this couldnt be possible without the One above,and I cannot be more blessed to be where I am,here and now. The feeling is undescribable, and I am really surprised that I have not broke down yet. Crying here and there,when talking to Bb about leaving my family, him,my friends,everyone,but thats really,really just about it. No major break down,no major waterworks,yet. I guess, growing up wildly independent, is a blessing in disguise.

Mum & Dad were not there for me and my sister all the time since young,that in turn somehow made us how we are right now,very very independent.However,we know that they will move the world for us,when we need them to. We were never really rich,but we were never really poor. They gave us everything we need to grow up to where we are. I guess no matter how different we look, she will always be my sister, and they will always be my mom and dad.

And growing up all these years, being able to make my own decisions, I know they are right there,supporting me in every single thing that I choose to do. I like my own space,because at the end of the day, I know if I fall, I only have to get back up,cause there is no way else,but up and out. So this is probably why I am feeling more excited than I am sad. I am strong not because I am,but because I am taught to be.

I am going to sleep,because when I wake up in about 5 hours, it will be a new day. I was supposed to accompany Bb to the clinic this morning,but overslept,so die die I have to wake up later. His blood counts are on the very low side,and if it dips further, he will be hospitalised for Dengue,so I have to be there. His sister is also getting married today, so hopefully he is well enough to be the wakil. Probably a family dinner later tonight,and continue packing.

I am sorry for those who text me and I didnt reply. I dont have anymore credits in my phone,and I am utterly,utterly busy. So if you need my flight details, here it is.

7TH FEBRUARY 2010 SUNDAY
2350HOURS, 11.50PM
CHANGI AIRPORT SINGAPORE
TERMINAL THREE
SINGAPORE AIRLINES
SQ269.

I will be there by 9pm because I need to check in at 2150hours. IF ITS URGENT,TEXT AIDIL. member baru beli iPhone!!! and he said he wanted to buy me one also but i diedie dont want cause i want a BB bold!!! but he say so bimbo so dont buy. but he let me chose any phone skin for his iPhone and I chose a hot pink one.HAHAHHAHA. so terpaksela member kene pakai hotpink skin for his iPhone!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. and he named his iPhone,Marsh Mallow. hahhahah meluat la pulak kan!

♥Friday, February 05, 2010 1:28 AM

♥ OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED.




I know I look hideous, but I dont care cause Im fucking proud cause my face is on the wall of SGH!!!! I received Silver Award for the Excellent Service Award last year,so thus my face gets to be on the wall!!! Not really a big deal but since it was my last working day last night, I took a photo secretly!!! HAHHAHAHHAHA. I had a hard time finding my face cause there were so many faces!!! (((:




In front of my ward, with FaridBB. with my bags of goodies!



my last dinner at work with farid farha & izzaidah! XOOX.



I am going to miss flashing this card around cause this is my medical benefit card!!!! Because of this card, I only have to pay 167BUCKS out of my 10k hospitalisation bill. BYE GREEN CARD, YOU HAVE SERVED ME WELL. LOVE YOU AND AM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH.




FRIED FISH BEEHOON SOUP WITH EXTRA CHILI PADI,MY FAVOURITE. MY LAST DINNER MEAL FROM SGH KOPITIAM AS AN EMPLOYEE OF THE ORGANISATION!!! DAMN DRAMA LAA!! I KNOW. BUT REALLY, I WILL MISS HAVING FRIED FISH BEEHOON SOUP IN AUSTRALIA,OMG!!!! ))):



I am officially unemployed. Heh. Sounds great man. like from now on,if people ask me what I am doing, I am finally going to say, " oh im studying!" FINALLY. My last day of work was not that bad at all,cause all my colleagues knew that it was my last day so everyone sorta did most of the work for me,and I spent 80% of the time,just sitting at the counter, picking up calls,and talking with the rest of them! SO SHIOOOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Oh,not to mention, I was always at the pantry, digging out food for all to eat! It was really fantastic,not doing anything at all.

Whats hilarious was, my senior nurse manager forgot that it was my last day today! CAN U IMAGINE? Tsk. She really completely forgot.

Me: So sister, later where do u want me to put my stuffs?
Sister: huh? what stuffs?
Me: my cards and stuffs la,i have to return to you back right?
Sister: oh you can return to me next week la,ur last day! (then she confidently walks off.macam tak tau malu gitu?)
Me: Ermmsss, SISTERRRRRR today my last day! dont tell me you forgot???
Sister: Huhhhh,today meh? not next week? SO FAST AH! hehehe (again she walks off.suspek nak cover paiseh)
Me: okay lah like that since u are going home soon,i just put at your table uh. (then I WALK OFF)

SAMPAI HATI LUPER! but damn funny,after I hugged everybody and was making my way out of the ward, my colleagues screamed for me,saying that sister was on the line. it was already 10pm,mind you.

Sister: sorry la amalina,i forgot today your last day. hur hur hur. your gift and card in my cupboard and the keys are with me..are u going home now?
Me:ermmmmsss, its okay la sister. i leaving on sunday also. no gift also nevermind...(kasi dier guilty)
Sister: ehhh where can! its for you. of course we bought you something you like..heheh are u coming back to sgh soon?
Me: ermmmsss no? for what sister,i not working here already ( OUCH! hahahha).
Sister: alamak like that ah? like that you give me your address la, i post. you think normal mail or registered mail faster? (SEMPAT BUAT CONVO NI)
Me: aiyah sister nvm la tmr i come down den you can pass me my gift. okay?
Sister: ahhh!! good good!!! like that good! i see you tomorrow. are u going home now?
Me: yup going home now. 10pm already leh,wait overtime you know.
Sister: hehe yalor yalor. okay tomorrow you come down okay make sure.den see me.
Me: ah okay bye see you.
Sister: ok good night ah. thank you amalina.

agak agak macam idiot tak? Hmmm. nak cakap adorable, tak sgt ah. nak cakap kelakar,pun tak sgt la. TSKKKKK.

was surprised that I didnt bawl my eyes out. was crying because Izzaidah made me cry cause she was freaking bawling her eyes out!!! hahahhaha. so sedih,but then i hugged everyone and left. somehow I felt abit lighter. 2 days before take off and it still hasnt sunk into me yet that I am leaving home. So many people ask me about whats going to happen to me when Im there, blah blah blah. All i can conclude is that, I am just going over with an open heart and mind. Expect nothing, embrace change,do my best, dont forget God, and keep my faith strong.

I think its important not to fall away from the line, keep my focus. Distance is nothing but a factor. I have been telling myself that for weeks, and insyallah, I will pull through. I am amazed that I havent cried myself to sleep yet,cause I expected myself to be that weak.

For once, it feels so good to be unemployed and to be finally a full-fledged undergraduate. I might be ready for Adelaide, I might.


♥Thursday, February 04, 2010 3:05 AM



Oh, just for the records, I am NOT engaged! Nor did Aidil's family came to masok minang. Nothing of that sort. But thanks for all the texts,n msgs on FB! Tak tau pulak ramai orang yang interested to know if I accepted Aidil's proposal. There isnt any proposal,to begin with.We are both happy,where we are,where we stand as of now!In regards to 'THE BIG STEP THAT WE TOOK',sorry, its not the time to let the cat out of the bag yet! Stay tuned!XOXO.

♥ 2:53 AM
















I know Hiatus sounds like forever,but Im just glad that I am finally feeling much,much better,all ready to take on my LAST day of work in right about 10 hours. Since I am feeling much better tonight, I think I might just update properly cause I realised I havent been doing so for the past week. Which is very,very terrible of me. So so sorry.
This batch of photos will be those from the 23rd January dinner, I think it was a Wednesday. Pardon me, Ive been so busy, Ive lost track of date and time! We headed down to Nabins,with supper and shisha in mind but was utterly disappointed with the service and left Nabins afew hours later, feeling very fucked up.And mind you, we didnt even have anything at all,except for drinks! That was how bad it was,thank god for the great company!

Bb didnt come since he was out with his friends,it was fine with me,cause I was out with mine,and somehow we did our own stuffs that night! And like it was all meant to be that all of us girls wore black! ALL okay.

Aisya came over that evening to wait for me to get ready,since I just got back from work. Headed down to Kampong Glam Cafe for dinner. Was SUPPOSED to meet at 7.30pm, but Azyra & Haris came at 8.30pm!!! JANJI MELAYU HABIS. While waiting for them,Aisyabb & I figured that we couldnt wait so we ordered our 4-course meal.The first was an appetizer, Gado-Gado. Next,we had Nasi Goreng Kampong,and then Roti John Cheese and for pencuci mulot,we had Calamari. Dont ask how it is a pencuci mulot,well it just is.

Shortly after they came,our food arrived so we were busy gossiping(HOTHOTNEWS) and I shocked my girls when I told them that Aidil's family was going to masok minang the next day. HAHHAHA,we were in front of the Sultan Gate,and they were screaming macam kene rogol,like wtffff! Hahahha,so we were waiting for the rest, when Yaya called me. I swear it was meant to be! Yaya was around the area so I forced/bribed her to come along with us since it has been a really really long time since we hang out. So while waiting for Meyaa,Ahn & Khid, Yaya came! And then Kak Hid called Azyra and then she came down too.So there was like around 10 of us!!!
Dah macam IRC punye gathering tau,kuar ramairamai. FINALLY head to Nabins,and had such a bad experience. Dont wanna talk about it here, but it was really terrible. Wasted our time,but like i say,thank god for freaking good company,we did have a good time camwhoring,laughing,trying to play Pictionary and heart attack and Snap!. I think it was only after 2 hours when we finally got our drinks,and decided that we just have to leave. Left for M shortly. Ahn Khid Ayn Hasrom & Kak Hid didnt wanna come to M,so Kak Hid drove us there and left!

We went around shopping for things on my list,starting for the top level first. THANK GOD FOR HARIS SIDIK BECAUSE MY GIRLS WERE USELESSSS EH!!! They were distracted by so many freaking stuffs like the multi-colour wig(SEE PHOTO PLS) and they distracted ME!!! Hahahha, Haris was great cause he was forever going like, "ehh dah ama cepat cepat!!! aper lagi pat list tu!!focus!" hahahha den the girls and I were making fun of each other and laughin like merepekpepek cause we look so hideous in that wig and IRA OMG LOOKED THE WORST IN THE WIG AND THE SHADES. hahahahha! ADORABLE SGTSGT. after the foolin around,we finally got serious and went around M again. Haris found the perfect trunk for me,for only 89BUCKS!!! And it is a pretty good one too!

It is as big as me,only shorter, and it is really spacious! It was a hard decision,deciding between the 89bucks one and the 119 one,because some of them argued that besides these two trunks, I might as well get a cheaper one cause i will only need them to charter my stuffs around but i decide to go with my instincts because the cheaper ones look quite ugly!!! hahhaha. Kiasu eh, nak murah and lawa!! tapi betol per. Might as well I buy something which I like rather than something just because its cheap and end up hating it. I like my trunk,cause its black,and its so gorgeous because I bought hot pink Korju luggage tags and locks to go with it.

It was finally 3 am when we finally finish getting everything in the list and the total amount came up to about twohundredandseventy bucks. But its okay cause I know whatever I bought was what I need and strictly NOT what I want. Had prata at CMK after that cause we were all hungry and thirsty and left for home after another hour of crapping while eating!!! Berpantun-pantun la pulak kite. I had such a fantastic time that night,would do it over and over and over again,in a heart beat.

The next day was the kenduri,and it went well despite surviving on only 2 hours of sleep. DONT ASK. And then that following monday, I had to go back to work again. Was pretty pissed about it,took a couple of days leave to settle my stuffs and then got to work again. Work was pretty fine,every one was psyched about the farewell party which went great btw.

Initially both Aidil & I were worried about transport as in we thought we have to just rely on cabs to transport our stuffs back and forth cause we thought none of the cars were available for bb to drive but come Friday, Syasya was helpful enough to make Apis came with us to shop for stuffs and Meimei was also free. So daripade takde kerete yang free at all, we suddenly have TWO freaking sedans.

On Friday, it was Ira's 23rd bday and then afew days before that, I asked the girls about THE plan. We decide to make it simple this year cause last year we threw her a huge surprise party at which she was REALLY REALLY surprised with and this year we decided to keep it simple and get her a bombastic gift. I will explain why bombastic ok. So everyone agreed and so that friday, Yaya came with me to buy for her the gift,which was a very gorgeous Baby G,and she did HINT to us,to Haris that she wanted a damned Baby G when we were down at M for my Ozzie shopping so I remembered that and then might as well get it for her la,cause jewellery and everything is abit cliche this year.So picked the gorgeous one out,and we could only hope she liked it.

Yaya wrapped the gift and Meyaa volunteered to bake the cake so it was perfect! We waited until we were all under Aidil's house that night to surprise her and boy was she so mentel. Budak ni dah dapat bday present macam so freaking mentel la!!!!!!!!!!!!! GELI AKU TENGOK. Ketawe nonstop,but damn glad she liked it. Was worried if she would like the colour cause it was HOT pink and i dont remember Ira liking pink at all,but well, Im glad she did if not akan ku piat telinge. Siap with a bday song,so Happy 23rd BB! On the envelope of the card, it reads, "KEPADE KAWAN KITE YANG PALING TUER DAN PALING PENDEK ANTARA KITE SEMUA. HAHAHHAHAHAH HAZIRAH." so appropiate kan. Sememangnye paling pendek dan paling tuer!!! tak boleh dinafikan! Hahahha,so after Aidil's house,we head to M AGAIN and bought all the stuffs.

Headed back to the chalet and kite dah macam rewang!!! There was me,my sister,ikha,ira,syasya,yaya,aidil and apis. So kite dah macam makcikmakcik bawah block laaa!!! Potong sayor, potong hotdog, corn, ira cuci ayam cause I refuse to touch them with my bare hands and then at 5am,all of us went to bed. It was a good night,i remembered.

The morning of the party, I will continue another day cause dah macam GP essay, so long! GOD.

OH ANYWAY, I AM CURRENTLY TRYING OUT MY PREMIUM PICNIK FUNCTIONS AND I LOVEEEEE THEM!! TAK SIESIE PEGI UPGRADE!!! HAHAHAH,CAUSE THEY HAVE VDAYS SPECIALS AND I LOVE THE WALLPAPER,THE COLLAGES,THE STICKERS,THE PREMIUM TEXTS,EVERYTHING SO LOVEYDOVEYYYYYYY!! I LIKEEEEEEEEE. JGN MARAH,THE NEXT FEW PHOTOS,I WILL PUT ALL OF THEM IN PRETTY COLLAGES FROM PICNIK!!!!! LOVEEE PICNIK!!!

and oh, Blyss just posted out a new video, Do You Remember? by Jay Sean!!! LOVEEE THEMM!!! Blyss is actually a girl group, consisting of Cathy Nguyen Kat Badar Jenny Suk and Jasmine Rafeal. YUPPP THE SAME PEOPLEEEE. these five came together to make up Blyss and I loveee their collaboration!! they use to sing individually,and samer clique with the aj rafeal andrew garcia randolph permejo gabe bondoc lydia paek jr aquino,all of them la!!! soooo pegi la dengar! my current fav song!!!!!! hahahhaha im such a freak. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. okkkk ciao chin chao,and seriously if what faezah says is true, if youtube is blocked in ozzie, I WILL JUST DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. hahhahahhaha! okay nak tido.

OH BEFORE I FORGOT, HAVE U GUYS HEARD JAY SEAN'S DOWN CANDLELIGHT REMIX????(love youtube to deathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)OMG LA I LIKE IT BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL SONG CAN? the original song kalau dah dgr slalu macam irritating la! down down down dier tak abis2. so this is a much slower songggg,dah macam love songgg!! LOVES IT. okay i am really,really,really going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥Wednesday, February 03, 2010 2:06 AM

♥ HIATUS.







Viral fever. Will be back soon,I hope after Im done being a nurse to my boyfriend, and a patient myself. Sorry girls, photos upload will be on hold. Way too busy,nursing myself back to health. I havent even got time to talk to Mummy,dont talk about talking, i dont even have time to be at home. Work is crazy, compromising the most important thing in life; Health. I havent got time to do anything else,other than work, shuttling myself to and fro Bb's,and juggling minimal sleep. Good Night.

♥Monday, February 01, 2010 10:59 PM






Down with trashy headache, a very rockstar voice box, complete it with a pretty much screwed throat. The only thing Im grateful enough for is, I am not coughing. YET. Thank God,seriously. Dont talk about Bb,hes already down with high fever,probably lost in dreamworld right now. We are both sick again,and what it is if not a vicious cycle. I reckon it is probably because of our lack of rest and sleep since we have not been sleeping well for 3 straight days,so, Im going to head to bed real soon. I am going to make myself commit to dragging my ass to work for the next 3 days,because I am pretty much so done with it.

I am tucked in bed, pretty comfortable,put aside the headache. I am so reluctant to pack,goodness. The only things that is already in my Bianca trunk is my 3 pairs of socks,my Byford singlets,and my very adorable Cotton On nightie. And that's that. I dont know if my friends have started packing,i doubt so. Oh wells. This would be just a short one,cause I really need to sleep. SGH is going through the MAGNET audit,and the auditors from the States will be in our ward at 2pm tomorrow. And yah,Im working,whats new?

Hopefully they dont notice the tear in my dress,cause I dont see any point in patching it up. Im leaving in TWO days,for God's sake. But then again, Ive been working with a huge patch of micropore on my ass,and I dont intend to do anything about it. So freaking lazy. I was in transplant unit today,and I only have 4 patients. We have a double cord blood and a non-myelo allogenic transplant admission coming in on Wednesday,and Im working on that day. Again,whats new? So done,so done.

I know alot of people who doesnt like XX,but I like her. Shes loud and opinionated,short and blonde, but I like her. Izyan says she looks ugly in real life, but well, there are many people who are ugly real life,so thats not a big deal,I still like her. Oh wells, so freaking random,but I think its very stereotypical to brand her a SPG. Just because she looks like one,when she has her fiancee in tow,and I think its unfair. Mungkin jodoh dier dah dengan orang tu,abeh nak buat aper eh? Tsk,there are so many unhappy people in this world, I dont get it.

Eunice & I were talking just now and our conversation drifted to me saying something like this.

Me: Nevermind la, let them watch me walk back home at 9.20pm. When we go back early, everybody will stop and stare,and then the next thing you know, a complaint comes in because we leave too early,way before time. Then what about the times when we leave the freaking ward at 11pm? Does ANYBODY stop and stare?

I seriously think that they are MANY unhappy people in this world. What the fuck is wrong with all these people?? We have 4 freaking patients, does it take 1 hour to pass 4 reports? I am so sick with people like this. I am so done with this,they can shoot as many complaints they want because tomorrow night,when I am done with report, I will leave when Im done. And I will walk by them,wave and bid goodbye.

Motherfuckers.

♥ 11:37 AM





Omg,i am finally back. All i want to do is to stay in bed,and sleep. Am so lerthagic,so tired,Ive got no mood to get my ass up to work. I have only THREE more working days before I walk out of SGH forever,and I seriously cant wait. The party was great, it was just so great. Aidil & I have such a great time together,as well as with you guys. To my sister,who drove us around, Thank you meimei. Thank you to my girls,and their boys,for helping out throughout the entire time.

Love you all long time. Am so appreciative. We are so blessed,with both our families and friends with us,all the pain,the cracking back,and the sore arms was all so freaking worth it.

I cannot blog about the party yet,because Im rushing to go to work. But i will in due time. In case, I get totally busy again, I hope you guys have a good week. This week is going to be so tough for me,so Im going to have to brace myself up. Insyallah.

♥Wednesday, January 27, 2010 11:26 PM






Okay at first when Syasya tagged me and asked me if Andrew Garcia was on American Idol,I seriously had no freaking idea because I dont watch tv, nor do I have to time to. So I said I didnt know. And nobody came to me and reconfirmed anything BUT Fiza texted me like half an hour ago, "eh the andrew garcia frm utube masok american idol seh" and merely afew minutes after, Fara's text read, " OMG OMG THAT GARCIA FELLA YOU MADE ME LISTEN TO IS ON AMERICAN IDOL AND HE GOT THROUGH!!!!!!!!!! THE FUCKKK?!!!" HAHHAHAHAHHA. After like being giggly and so excited, i went on youtubed and searched him!! True enuff, they had his American Idol video clip and he sang Sunday Morning!!! and YES HE DID GOT THROUGH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. omg excited giler babi nak mampos. okay im probably like the last person to know abt him gg into american idol,but helloooooooooooooo, at least u have got to give me credits cause i talk abt their whole singing clan like once in a while and i did talk abt him months ago,didnt i!!!! OMGGGGGGG LA. Like syasya say, we have found our favourite american idol contestant this year and we WILL be rooting for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO BEING THE DAMN FREAKING EXCITED PERSON THAT I AM, I WENT TO LISTEN TO HIS SONGS AGAIN AND LIKE WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY(FOR DONT KNOW WHAT REASON CAUSE BUKAN AKU YANG DPT MASOK) AND I LISTENED TO IN THE JUNGLE BY CATHY NGUYEN,AJ,JANE AND HIM AND OMGGGG LA, I DIDNT USE TO NOTICE HOW SEXY HIS VOICE WAS BUT IF YOU WATCH THIS ,at 1:49, andrew sounded so sexy!!!! omgggggggggggggg lah. before this, whenever i used to listen to this song sang by them,i would replay aj's part,but now,todayyy,its andrew!!! omggg weird!! but seriouslyyyy laaa okkkkk,andrew was practically croooning and i am soooooooooooooooo in love. awww!
ill ask bb to sing like that for me,but i dont think he can leh!!!!! ISHKKKKKKKKKKK okay back to more videos!! CIAOOOO CHIN CHAO.

♥ 1:11 AM

♥ RAYOLA



1) Yes, Paris Hilton's fragrances are my holy grails!
Love her, love her scents.
Just Me & Heiress!


2) Rhomlon Liquid Eyeliner SGD4.80.
It isnt as good as my previous eyeliner,but will do.


3) My hot pink Korjo padlocks,
accompanied by the very chic clips.
Both from M,k.


4) Skyla is actually my Nike airforce,
but dont expect me to paste this name sticker
thingy thing on her right? So its on my E63!


IMPORTANT DATES,in TWO DAYS.
WOOOO.



THE date )':


You do the math,11 days to departure.
5 more working days,and IM DONE!


Mandarin Oriental Decals,for remembrance.



Za's newest limited edition 2 way foundation casing!
GORGEOUS! in hawt,hawt pink.no less.




Yohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, Im mad happy, because Rayola is back! After 7 long months of being in Ain's hands in cold,cold Europe, I finally have her back with me! So I cant help but snap around in Macro! Been a long,long time since I used Macro, and I fell in love with Rayola again. I think Rayola's strongest strength is her macro and video abilities. She is a semi-dslr,got it a year before I got Nayla and even after a year using Nayla, I still think Rayola wins Nayla hands down in terms of Macro shooting and video-ing because Nayla doesnt have any video function,and her macro capture is much more detailed compared to Nayla.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYY, Im pretty restless now. I need to sleep,to get some rest. Another afternoon shift in 10 hours, followed by a morning shift and then, our party! Cant wait! See you guys this weekend! WOOOOOOTS. xoxo.

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22,blessed.
Undergraduate.
Flinders University.
Family&Girlfriends.
♥BBLove♥
Believes in Fate,
that nothing in this world
is a coincidence,
cause it is all meant to be.

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love you once,
love you still,
always have,
always will.
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