♥

Ok, im set and ready to go.
Still have some leftover errands to run & we are ready,
to have fun! Wooohooooo (:
Today, i just realised that chicken can be veryvery expensive.
Because of that, i am officially broke.
No more late nights, no more shoppin sprees.
This is getting boring.

One night of fun, 30 days of miseryyyyyy.
well, im havin my riding practical later
& the thing is, it has got to rain today,at this blardy moment.
like hello, never gimme face ah. tskk.

& i am sleeeeppppyyy.
i cant wait for tml. tmltmltml, please come faster. and den when saturday comes,
i hope it doesnt end. bcuz come monday, ill be bck in sgh. which is v depressin cause ill be
in the cancer ward. surely depressing :(
limit2 krg hari2 tgk aku emo sendiri pat sini.

well,ill be busy this weekend.

takecareee.

loveee.

♥

Just got back from Sentosa with Aidil,Sah & Iman.
It wassssssssss fabulous lah! Me&Aidil swam manymany laps!
I could feel muscles growin on my arms.
Haha.

& Aidil even caught me a hermit. yes, it was a real one. The one which will come out unless you keep veryvery silent. I kept it with me for about 15mins before i lost it to the waves. It was pretty cool to see the pathetic creature crawlin and tickling my palms. & it got me veryvery interested,so interested that i was quiet.Hah, so if u want to shut me off, give me a hermit & nothing will come out from my mouth. Hurs.

Anyways, im still talkin to Aidil about the chalet plans. we both are gg bonkers just talkin abt chixwings & ikanparis. We both are doin our weekly discussion about the progression of the plans and right now, it is the most nerve-wreckin bcuz wit our unstable attendance, we are not sure abt how many chixs to buy and blahblah. URGH. I hope it pays off. *crossesfingers*

I cant wait for the 2nd & the 4th. I am turnin 19 lah.
but actually, not that great la 19.
alah, baru 19,bual bynk. tsk. okeh la. have a great week ahead.
i still have a week in imh b4 another 4 effin weeks in Onco. *yipppppeeeee*

LOVVEEEEE.

p/s: Aidil has DJ UTT's eyes ((:

♥

"..A part of me says it's all my fault.

A part of me says "he ain't what you want."

A part of me says to get my bags.

A part of me says I can't do that.."

-Torn,Le Toya Luckett.

♥

Shaz has got a new cellie & i have not heard of her new number yet!
hmph, this really reflects how impt i am to her la. Tsk.

A couple of pple called me up afew days ago and tell me that they cant make it for the 2nd. How NOT to be pissed i ask you? ive made plans since like March. Maybe not pissed la, just alil disappointed. Like, hellllooooo, i made an effort to get everyone together so we can catch up with each other since me& my friends dont get to see each other on a daily basis. It wud be nice to just chill,talk and eat & watch the world go by, dont you think? Ive invited friends from Zhonghua,My Class,My ward mates and those who knows me la. but i tell you, i am sooooo sure, not everybody's comin. I mean,its not gonna be The Party of the Year,i never said it was gonna be a party,in the first place.

like SAD la. So far, the most hyperactiveexcited group pple are my wardmates. Yup,just them. But its ok i guess. i love everybody the same. Its just SAD,dont you think? like, work & other commitments are more impt than your friend here. TSK,sad la krg. but im gonna have fun still, that i am vvvvv certain. I mean, things always work out when there's food & great company.
Right?

Sudahlah, aku malas nak ckp bynk. The more i think about it, the more i get irritated.
Sometimes, maybe its true la,pple always say friends come and go.
They do, in my life. Many of them.
I dont know if its me or its fate or its just them.
Then, when things dont work out,
they blame me for spendin too much time with the boyfriend.

PADEHALPADEHAL.
cibaiiiiii.

-shrugs-
& pls eh, i am NOT emo now.

♥

I always tell Aidil,

a girl can never have enough bags.//

Same goes for photos.

MORE TML K.

`//Amalina&Shazwana.//`

300606.

.-.

♥

went to ttsh to pick shaz after her shift,went to mustafa to get sweets for tml,masala thosai at yassin & overr to my place forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, lots of camwhoring. ((:

i must admit, shaz is missed tremendously.& im fckn jealous of her boyfriend's bike. not her boyfriend, but his ride.aidil is busy with CSI & i guess, im jus gonna bum arnd now.ive got a mornin tml,& we are playin musical chairs! *jumps* YAYAY! i tell you, mixin wit the patients in IMH, do get me alil bit more hyped up abt work.

Eyebags&shinysweatyfaces.
we'll always do fine without the makeup.
TRUSTME.

♥

i think i will like imh.
its a pretty nice place laa.
with the patients and all. like, i feel at home.
LOLS. but yah, the only thing is, they dont have aircon blarin into my face
when im workin. *sulks*
& the food there is pretty guud eh.

anyways, makin plans for girlfriendnightout on sat.
NAJ ISMA SHAZ SARA! HELLLOO GRLS. jgn tak jadi k.
rinduuu laa dgn krg,bynk2. LOVV U MANYMANY.

am currently on bikepics.com browsin thru pictures
of potential loverboys. HAH.
i admit,my fetish for huuuggeee bikes
is as huge as the bikes themselves.
aidil called me minahtayar laaa. but hello?
just bcz i like hondabikes like cbr or gsx.
likeeee, huuugee. ((:
but u pple know me la, im so clumsy, i only like to look at em,
riding on them, wud be a torture. tsk.
thats why decisionmakin is sooo tough.
*sighs*

& i jus saw siti got married on teevee.
she looks hot,can? i dont understand pple sayin that shes too pretty
to be true.
WAHLAO, u all jealous or what?
pple pretty is pple pretty la, where got too pretty.
*shakeshead*

eh, do you know that im havin a sudden & a very abrupt interest in psychriaty?

but i dont like studyin beh. sci & meh-morisin thickstacks of lect notes.

LUVVV.

♥ Sayang Semuanya.

okeh, i hate it when couples call each other sayang.
ANDDDD, start & end EACH sentence with SAYANG.
WAHLAOWEI.

im watchin tv nw & theres this sick couple who are arguin.
they are sick because;

wife; sayang, sayang asal cakap saye gitu sayang?
husband; ahhhhhh,sudah laaa.awak patut terime hakikat yg awak ni mandol!
wife; sayang!! asal awak ckp saye gitu? sampai hati sayang ehh..
husband; ahhhhh,saya tak peduli laa. harihari layan client, saye pat rumah..
wife; sayannnggggg, kan saya berkerjaaaa sayangggg....sinilah kita makan,saye dah
beli makan nih..sayangg,sini laaa.

EH STOP IT ALREADY!
SICK. SICK.
i was totally grossed out when aidil tried to kiss me while
cuppin my face with his hands.
like,heelllo?
i think i wud puke if he "sygsyg" me.
WOAHHHHHHH.

the furthest i can go with these mushy shit is when one of my girls call her bf, ayah.
& herself, ibu. HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..?
wassup man! lagilagi kalau mama&papa. WAHLAOWEIS.
*dropsdead* funnyla this type of pple.

then, years back,zaman anak metro, pple were callin each other,mummy&daddy.

my goosepimples jumpin,can? (: all trends,i must say!

as u can see,im pretty bored at hm. tt explains nearly 4 entries. but the bestfriend & her boyfriend are cumin to see me! we are gg to have burger ramly! yayness! all the way across the island, just to see me! iloveeeeher.

Shaz,i cant wait. *hugs*

♥

IM TURNING 19!

♥

im countin the days til the 25th.
im countin the days til the 2nd.
im countin the days til the 4th.

& so farr, nothing else keeps me up & kicking.
nothing. the weekends are always wellspent,no doubt.
but it'll come & go.

ydae was cairnhill cc. psp-in with ayu at the back of the room before
exchangin Jingku for the puzzlebubble book. (Jingku is e name of our psp!)
cudnt concentrate on the puzzle bcz i was farrrr too sleepy.
HAH.

aftertt,twas labrador with aidil, manan,wan & azam.
in the mpv! ((: it was a pretty ride.
the thing abt hangin out with guys, they never fail to make you larf.
or giggle, at least. TSK.

ohwells, IMH postin startin this monday. i have NOIDEA what to expect. really.

♥

Last night was my first night duty.
It wasnt as scary as i anticipated it to be.
It was much more peaceful in the night, i must say.
I mean like, when i was sitting down and doing my work, the silence was really ear-piercing.
It was tormenting, i must say. But other than that,i think ive got a good shift last night.
Oh, not forgettin, i went home in a cab. (tts why i need my license ASAP!)
I was too lazy to walk all the way to NEL.

Ive got nothing up this weekend. But its ok, cause ill willingly wait for the 25th.
This month's cash will go to UOB, Aerobics,Bills & Foodstuffs for Chalet.
I hope i don go overbudget. Im already broke as it is.
& after all that, i will still be the same place,where i am now. Broke & very dry.

my practical riding lessons has to be "procrastinated" agn,i guess.

Aidil & i were havin dinner at sgh's kopitiam last night & he whispered to me,
" you look very beautiful you know." (((:

WOAHHHHH. *hyperventilates* thats why i love him.
even if the whole world turn against me,
i know i can still count on him. pple, this is not denial.
sometimes, you just need pple to say stuffs like that.
& he's one of those in my life who's always remindin me of how beautiful i am.
It feels good to know that despite all these fats and bulges, he loves me all the same.

anyways, im missing quite a number of girls.
Ismah especially. I dont see her online/offline, i miss her. Sara, Shaz,Naj! Rindu la sials.
i love my girlfriends,really. somehow, i feel that it is all meant to be.

Life is definitely guud when ur parents loves you,
your friends adore you
& your boyfriend worships you!

Its even better when you love them as much as how they love you, donchathink?

YAYNESS ! ((:

have a smashin weekend,people!

♥

You know you're everything to me

And I could never see, the two of us apart

And you know I give myself to you

And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and

I want you to know

I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you

I want to be by your side in everything that you do

And if there's only one thing you can believe is true

I live my life for you
-Firehouse.

Anybody heard my on-air conversation with shanwee last night?

it was guud while i lasted for a whole 3mins.

im beginnin to think tht im his ONLY listener.

either that or, i am damn freaggn lucky. i get thru almost every time

i call. hmph.

ohhh well, thank you,shaz, for ur msg. i love you! really.

& today shall be a happy day! except the fact tt i finish work @ 9.

but its ok. my throat's screwin up on me.

enjoy your day,pple!

♥

HAPPY13TH,BABY!!!

Forever&Ever.

"..I Give You My Hand to Hold;

My Life to Keep.."

♥

i was on the verge of screamin js now.
right in the middle of esplanade.

was at esplanade to watch the fireworks.
& an incident took place.
me & myfriends came at abt 6. & so we searched for a place.
as we know tt the fireworks are gna start at 9, we decide to search for a plc which
we can rest our asses la. so we found this particular plc and sit.

the crowd started to come in at 8 and by 8.30,
we were surrounded by standing ppl. i mean, there were many others
who came the same time as us and were already sitted.
so if the standin pple wanna sit, they CAN sit.
so i guess, they just wanna stand and wait la.
i mean, TERPULANG APERRRR. wahlao. so after that,
we heard screams and shouts. & it went like this;
they sound as if they are gna bash anyone who offends em actually.

them; OI STAND UP LAAAA. CHEEEBYEEEE. STAND UP LAAAAAAAAAAA

& the crowd grew silent. after a few mins later...

them; (banging on the metal post!!!) OIIII STAND LAAAAA. MAKCIKKKK BGN LAAAA SIALS!!

eh fuck you man, makcik sakit2, kau nak suruh diri. i mean, the fireworks haven even started yet!
perangai mcm cheebye i tell you. i didnt see who was it bcuz i was surrounded laa. but if i knew who they were, i wud have complained to the police. yes, i am like that. i hate pple being rude,rowdy & totally tak courteous langsung.

then, i also saw a different group of matreps/matrepswannabes who tgh carik gaduh, TENGAH-TENGAH DUNIER!
eeeeee, mcm nak maki aje! wahlao. please la. buat malu can? i mean, there are ahbengs and ahlians around but do YOU seriously see em pickin a fight right in the middle of a packed/crowded nak mampos plc? where pple walk body to body? ADER TAKKKKK? eeee. geram i tell you. it irks me la actually.

sebab tu laaa melayu selalu kene condemn! sighs.

stupid boys & girls who thinks they are heroes/heroines by beatin pple up!
GROWWWW UP LAA KIDS.

haven you heard? ni zaman carik duit, bukan zaman gangster!

BODOHHHHH MCM KAMBING.
*spits*

& like, those kids who thinks like are bigfuckinshot walkin with
their hands flyin all over.
like they rule the entire universe. talkin abt bantai-bantai budak.
MCM PAHAM LAA KRG. irritating lagi ader la.
BODOHHHHH.

♥

gues what people? i just cut my hair!

yay! no, this is not a pic of my new hairstyle. hah!

just a random picture la.

guessss whatt agn!

tonite, me, nana & aidil(!!!!) are hitting the clubs!

WOOOHOOOOOOOO.

pegi beli 4D, piiiiii! aidil dah berubah. lols!

okk, actually nonsense la cause i forced him. ((:

but whatever la, HES COMING! *skipsaround*

oh, haf a smashin weekend everybodehh. *huggs*

♥

shit.shit. i hope everythin goes alrite.
am now awaitin bloodtests results.
& i haf to wait for a freaggin week laaa.can?
& the entire "consultation" thingy costs me $118!
& sgh is not even payin for me.
wtf. den i bond for what, knnccb.

i dunnoe if its psychological
but im startin to have chills.
*crossesfingers*

♥

To my friends who are not with us today,

Sah-rah-rah in Viva Las Vegas.
Farra in British Columbia, Canada.
Layla in Kuala Lumpur, MatMat Malaysia.
Sandy in Bangkok, Thailand.
Angelina in Kowloon, Hongkong.
Nura in Perth,Australia.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EHH!! hope u guys have your small singapore flag there!

eh,anyone gg for the parade today? -sulks-
this year, daddy didnt get tickets. -moresulkin-
buat penat jek serve the country for donkeydonkey years.
tsk. aper jek.

tapi aidil wants to watch the fireworks at the esplanade this evening. while, i wanna watch
the telecast @ 6pm leh. i wanna singsing & wave my flag! i wannna watch this year's parade!
at least if i were to migrate next year, i wud not feel so guilty because i watched it today.

& aidil telling me that reggaeton's merepek.
so fucking what. i like ok. pfft.

oklah ppl, have a great national day holiday!
& dont get too merry because, tml's workin day also!
wooohooooo.

LOVE.

♥

Sorry! but i cant help this.

You guys wanna know why i hyperventilate each&every time i see hikayat perform?

Click here!

my personal favourite! WOOOHOOOO.
i love tepuktepuk,dancedance & singsing boys.
fckn manly laaa can..!

eh shazila, i think fauzie is first row, 2nd from left! if i am not wrong. hah!

wooohoooooo, go aidil! wooohooooo ! (:
ok, i very supportive of my own bf tau.
esp when he tepuktepuk,dancedance and singsing for me!
yayness.

♥

hello people.
met the boyfriend just now. he was telling me abt his joboffer.
the salary's quite impressive & i believe that it wud be able to maintain his lifestyle since
hes single,not married to me yet & has no heavyheavy responsibilities to bear yet.
i cant wait for him to set off. Hee (:

anws, went back to sch today for SIMS training. it was a gd one & it didnt feel draggy at all.
i was actually loving it until after lunch when i felt that all i wanted to do was to sleep. *rolleyes*
Dengs i know. but well, attempted to buy antr pantsuit but there isnt anymore of my size. so, i guess,
i hafta stick with this set for a couple more weeks. & i dont get chick. she saes that mine is waaaaay
too short & tight. like, HELLO. can u just look at the size of my ass?! Thnx.

you think i like strolling arnd the hosp with my ass jiggling arnd like a balloon?
NO LAH. i mean, ive already made
a fckn effort to at least try to get a uniform,but they only have sizes which CANT fit.
so hopefully she'll be alil more patient with me. TSK.
& i am thinkin of buyin sizes 3times my size so
you guys cant see my ass even! & so she can keep shut & STOP
buggin me abt my uniform even when i am in the midst of servin a bedpan.

you think serve bed pan easy arh, basket!
susah lah nak ckp dgn org tak paham-memahami nih seme.

oh yh, now, at this point of time, Nis is doing her night!
woohoooo. ill have my fair share in antr 2 weeks & i cant wait for my nightduty!
Sab & Hema will be with me.
*giggles*

eh do u guys know tt ydae me & aidil had this vulgar battle for like abt 15mins?
HAH. it was quite farn to let out some steam sometimes. i was lovin it la actually
because it reminded me of my debating days. LOLS. but yah, abit of spice in a relationship
wont do harm, i guess.

ok itu jek yang nak ku sampaikan.
GD NITE. em gonna fag,fag,fag!
NOLAH, KIDDING. giler eh malam2 isap rokok?

okk bye. & yah, WEEKENDS IN TWO DAYS BEBEHHHH.

tokyo drift..i wanna drift with you.