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i see manymany of my friends practically everywhere.
everywhere meanin in different corners of the world, while i am still pretty much stuck here,in spore. maybe ive had my fun earlier than usual and thats why they are the ones goin away now.
hmph, i was browsin through the net and saw many familiar faces. people who went to the same sch as me have gone abroad, people whom i grew up have migrated more than 5 years ago.

fangshuian, angelina, sah, yana, roxanne, zamir & carmen- all gone.


i shall be able to do that in a couple of years. i wanna get off singapore. ive checked out universities but so far, flinders is the only one which accept my qualifications. i mean, flinders is a great choice but yeah, i wanna broaden my spectrum. maybe i can find elsewhere better. ive thought long and hard about it. ive decided to go into education; lecturing that is. theres NO way im gonna spend 20 fuckin years workin in a hosp. i need to get doses of youngyoung and healthy people everyday to stay pretty, you kno? as passionate i am abt nursing, i feel one should never stay stagnant in one spot for too long (:

exams are in 2 weeks. after that me ismah naj & shaz are plannin on workin. Nightshift.
Maybe in the manufacturin industry, part time lah idiot. wahlao. u dont really expect me to handle machines full time right? Tsk. Rosakkk nanti!

Prom, Negeri Sembilan, Hereee We Comeee!

but first, tackle the exams first. i feel the sudden urge to study & mug. but i am not lookin forward to attachments at al. & did i mention tt ill be graduatin in April'07 ? Hoho.

U'll see me don SGH's green then! ((:

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1) How old do you wish you were?
16. REALLY. i wannt to go back to my secondary school days& have all my friends back in ONE place. They are everywhere now! If i was 16, i wud really studystudy for my Os. Really.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
I was here. Still here.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
scream, what the fuck!, look around, & kick it when nobody's looking.

4) Do you count yourself kind?
YES (:

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?hips?
just alil above my ass crack.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
TAGALOG.

7) Do you know your neighbors?
yup, the tattoo uncle, the matrep&minarep couple. the kids & the rich filipino just beside my house.

8) What do you consider a vacation?
anywhere OUT of singapore, but close to him.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?horoscope?
Not always,rarely.

10) Would you move for the person you love?
if hes halfway across the globe, has a villa to call home, has 3 maids, 2 chefs & has TWOFUCKIN basement & give me 5000Pounds a month, i would consider. if not, NO THANK YOU. hah.

11) Are you touchy feely?
yes. i think im a touchy person. i like to hold hands with my girlfriends, hug them and yah, strap my arms around their arms. i am like that.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
I DO! *screams* look at me & aidil. like, omg.

13) Dream job? If i can choose whatever i wanna be, i would really wanna be a model. REALLY. thats my "DREAM" job. but you know, dreams will always be dreams. Hahaha.


14) Favorite channel(s)?
its been a long time since i switched on the television.

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
cathay cineplex, vivo & mustafa's.

16) Showers or Baths?
BATHS.

17) Do you paint your nails?
Yup. my toes too!

18) Do you trust people easily?
definitely Not men.

19) What are your phobias?
im claustrophobic.

20) Do you want kids?
YES. FOUR. Vittoria Riihan would be the name of one of them!

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Nope. i rather type now.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
Next to him. *waves* HELLOOOOO WIWINNNN SYGG!!

23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
my bed. & my pillows.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
SUPPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. HEEEAVVVVVVYYY.

25) Are you paranoid?
YES. VERYY.

26) Are you impatient?
YES. sometimes.

27) Who can you relate to?
my girlfriends & my boyfriend.

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
GREATTT. just like lynnette & shmeer!

29) Have you been burned by love?
YUPYUP.

30) What's your favorite pick-up line?
HELLO! and *wavesreallyhard*

31) What's your main ring tone on your mobile?
Daddy Yankee's/ i damn gangster one.

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
SUPPERRR @ ADAMS.

33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?
" Hahaha! U ni. Pagipagi bute dah buat lawak. I da otw to werk now. Da weather cool la. So nice to pamper with ma bed. ****languagecensored****. I lop u. Muakz!" - wiwin!(:

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
MINE LA SIALS.

35) What color shirt are you wearing?
Cream - School Uniform laaa sials.

36) Most recent movie you watched?
Tenacious D. with darling. fuckin sick & horny movie la!

37) Name three things you have on you at all times?
My ring. My handphone. & lighter.

38) What color are your bed sheets?
purple,orange & yellow. In Stripes.

39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
like 5fuckin bucks.

40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
RIBBSSSSS. & the wing.

41) What's your favorite town/city?
st george's lane.

42) I can't wait till...
i have my own license.

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
thosais & papadums & murtabaks.

44) How tall are you barefoot?
164cm.

45)Do you own a gun?
NO. i aint no terrorist you kno.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
SOYABEANMILK.

47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
Somewhere Not in Singapore.

48) Last thing you ate?
Tuna Sandwich.

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
IHAVENOFUCKINGIDEA.

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
Nuwul telling me that she bought this baby shampoo from Kiddy's Palace FOR HERFUCKINGSELF. like, LAUGHSOUTLOUD,can? ((:

51) Worst injury you've ever had?
i fell off a bicycle in Ubin & i landed right on my chest. i thought im goin to really DIE.

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
YES. Aidil has a fuckin huge wet crush on me!

53) What's your favorite candy?
Lakerol Pastilles. & JellyBeans.

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
Auld Lang Syne. Haha. Kidding! thats fucking Sick! okok, maybe, " Don't Cha- Pussycatdolls"
wOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

55) Five random people to do this! and why?

Shazwana Shahir- cause i think she shud be fuckin free now since shes at home havin diarrhoea instead of BEING IN SCHOOL.

Ismah- cause shes online. Duh?

Naj- My better half, Not. cause shes sooo free.

NUWUL- cause shes sick & i really want her to do this.

Sara- cause she makes stupid videos and bluetooth to everyone in the train!

OK, btw im in school ok. thats why its sooo easy for me to do this! Thanks.
Have a smassshinnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg week!
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i dont understand why people call themselves fat when obviously they are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slim & pretty & they can don nicenice figure-huggin baju.
whywhywhy. maybe i should really take photos of my fats and then, they'll see what FAT really is. betullah aku ckp, seriously. like i was multiply-hoppin & i saw this other girl who works for an airline somewhere in the middle east. shes pretty, maybe gorgeous, have eyes to die for, have full boobies,an obvious small waist and thin legs. yettttttttt, she calls herself FUCKINFAT.

hello? like maner part yang kau gemok. people should really look at themselves before talking. betul. dah kurussss giler la, which part of you is FAT. tsk. *shakeshead* its pathetic i tell you. i mean, i am nooooooooooooo way near where u are now yet i dont pressurize myself that way. they should at least be grateful that they are where they are now- pretty&slim. looks & the body. TU PUN GEMOKKKK?! sungguh aku tak paham langsung.

ohf.god,can? i wud kill to have her body but yeah, i will really have to kill be 1/2 my size. aidil told me to start exercising. he said the pills are workin but i haf to work my body bcz i wudnt look guud if i were to be thinner cuz my body wud look very saggy. tsk. anybody who knows a way to lose these fat besides vigourous running? i kno, cut down on carbs and all. yah yah. but i still CANT run. when i run, i feel like my heart is goin to just drop out of my body and my legs areeeeeeeeeee hurtingggg. nilah nasib orang gemok. believe me, ive tried & it sucked pretty bad.

runningsucks. runningsucks. ihaterunning. you can make me play netball for 2 hours, i dont mind. just dont ask me to run around the tracks. REALLY.

ok. im gonna go now. takecare people.

ilovewiwin! (:
for the muchmuch more things going our way, i love you.
just dont break my heart, my incy wincy heart.

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you do many many things to make me happy. you do many many things to make me laugh. dance stupidly, let me pull ur boxers up your ass in public, jump around,tell me how much you care & love me. but why do you even try doin things you did if you know in the end, you'll just make me cry. why,baby,why. im wrecked. why dont you just be the evil person right from the beginning? at least when u pull off a stunt like this, i wudnt feel anything since ur an asshole from right in the beginning. but why after the kisses, the hugs, the iloveyous, the time spent together, the laughters & the cries? why why why.

i want to start over, with or without you.

it doesnt matter anymore. down the drain.

16months. gone,just like that.

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im over at naj's and shes busy talkin to her boyfriend. i find them fuckinly cute la! bcz they awakkiterawakkiteawaksayeawaksaye kinda thing! omg la kannn. but cutecutecute. and do you kno naj's bf bakes? like he bakes fuckin biggggg time. marble cakes, two-tier cakes, whatever cakes laaaa. u name it, he does it laaaa. omg. but its ok, dier tuh matair kawan aku. hahaha. but very cute couple. kiss pat bibir not enough like that. must kiss forehead, both cheeks, chin AND forehead again. HAha. *rolleyes* ok enough of em.

im blardy excited about a dozen of things! im excited about this weekend bcz come this weekend, it will be an end to ALL stress, confusion AND sleeplesslatenights. it will an end to ALL major projects that ive been buryin my head into. it will be an end to all datelines, datedues & submissions. WAHLAO. & to celebrate it, im goin to vivo this saturday! omgomg. i went there over the weekend and i hyperventilated!! tsk.

i cant wait to step foot into Gap. & to make matters even moreee exciting, aidil has a friend who works there & hopefully when i patronise it this saturday, he'll give me a huggeeee discount. i cant blardy wait for the year end sales & to start off, dorothy perkins is already havin 50% cut islandwideeeee. wooah! ((: i am sooo happyy. like since when does everything looks & feel sooooooooooooooooooooo amazingly good. im also gg to vivo to check out LaSenza there and maybe grab sumthin for Naj's 21. we are thinkin of lingerie & sexysexy undies since she doesnt agree that underwears have to be sexy, lacy, pretty & softsoft. Hmph. Hah. LaSenza is the next best thing next to Dorothy's bcz frankly, the pyjamas i bought in LaSenza look soooo good that i wear them out sometimes and they dont look like pjs at all! ((: HAHAHAHAHA.

oh wells, there are sooo many things goin to happen in the next 2 months or so and one of them is PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. *jumpsaroundtheroom*

im sooooo blardy excited for this one that i choked on my own saliva while talkin to naj about it just now! dont blame me la because this is goin to be my first prom because for the prom in sec sch, i was away overseas and there wasnt any way that i cud attend it. thats why i am excitedly waitin for this prom to come. there will be manymany preps made,im sure. & when the date is drawin near, yall will see me talkin on and on abt dresses, makeup,heels, rooms & blahblahblah. the list will never end! im sooo excited! ill be decidin on my own makeup or ill have to depend on naj's friend to do the makeup for us! hahahahahhahaha. girls orgy la kan! the theme's gonna be masquerade & i really don know what im gonna wear! WOOHOOOOO.

i cant believe my class actually shouted out 'stone age' when we were asked to suggest possible themes for the prom! but ok what stone age! everybody can come with koyakkoyak dresses and redred lipsticks and allllll of the girls' faces will scream " WILMA!!!" right across. haha. that wud be a very pretty sight. (!!)

ok ok, i should really get going. i should really get started with my cdp presentation which is due TML! and we haven started organisin our presentation yet. soooo yup, thats what im gonna do now!

takecare yall.

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i really hope aji or aja upload our photos fast! i cant wait to see em! hee. sighs. i might be gettin a new mp3 this month. i dont know why but all of my electronicdevices have failed me. Digicam, DEAD. MP3, DEAD. i cant even switch em on! frustrating right. i didnt even dropped it or anything seh. sooo sad! oh wells, last weekend was fabulous! firstly it was SPF D&D. i was disappointed initially bcz as far as i know, spf d&d usually is held at swissotel where the ballroom is suppppperrrrrly huge la! & the deco is very grand & quite breathtaking. this year, it was held at meritus mandarin and it was quite small as compared to past years. maybe reduced to half! but i had fun. the food disappointed me also bcz the servings were MINUTE ok! like, each had only 1 measly piece of prawn. & the avocado puddin isnt that nice either. the deco were still very up to standard, i like the chandeliers meritus had & those backdrops! wereeeee so pretty! & the table setting were pretty too! i like the chairs. i like the tables! woohoo. but meritus services' is wayyyyyyyy bad. the banquet waiters were slow & i actually had to ask them to fill up my glass a couple of times! instead of servin people, they were busy laughin & gigglin at the back & watchin the show! rabakkk kan! hence, i can conclude that swissotel's service is so far the best! so, if u guys wanna hold a reception, please do it at swissotel. Decos,Service & Food are very satisfying. Heh./ anyways, on saturday, it was hikayat's show at cairnhill. VERYVERYFUN. but it was also the day that my camera died on me! so i have NO photos of the entire show. i am currently dependin on aja or aji to upload the photos so i can take a peek at them! cant wait to see em la! & aidil was sooooo cute on the show. i dont know la. my boyfriend what, of course i think hes cute. so u people think that i perasan, gasak korang la. hahaha. oh wells. but i was sooo shagged by the time the show ended. really. the next day, on sunday, i slept til 12. after that, watched alil bit of teevee b4 meetin aidil, aja,aji, ayu & fitri. we were roamin at vivo & i was soooooooooooooo jakon!! SHAZILA!!!, i saw GAP laaa! i was hyperventilating the entire time and how i wish that i had cash to spend ydae. i was tempted to go to LaSenza, GAP, Chomel & InnerAffair but i know if i were to step in those shops, i wud whine and rant and ask aidil to buy me whatever i wanted so i restrained myself and i guess, i wud be makin a trip there this weekend with baby! WOOHOO! (: i cant wait. oh im packed this weekend too. ive got that massage appointment at somerset on saturday & huda's wedding to attend. im actually quite excited for the wedding bcz huda is aidil's exgirlfriend whos gettin married. happy for her la at least you know, shes.getting.married,you kno?! hahaa.

they were both together during their secondary sch years and all. but fine, i think i will get over it la. i mean, afterall shes gettin married. no use pickin on aidil and all. so yah! very happy. & oh, her sister is actually in the same cohort with me! how small right the world? but yadeh,yadeh,yadeh. ((:

other than that, ive got TWO blardy projects due this week. psychiatry, beh sci AND my business plan! wahlao! i cant believe how fast time flies. its already the what, 7th or the 8th week? TSK. & in week 10, ITS THE EXAMS. muthafuccksss. my exams are in 2 effing weeks. it feels like it was only last week that i got back in sch again. i will miss sch alot during attachments, im sure. & pls do not remind me that i am off to the "hellooooo,realllll workinggg world!". NOT excited at all. NOT NOT NOT. i still wanna have fun & jump around in sch,you kno? tsk.

i guess i hafta grow up. i cant be jumpin everywhere mcm sukehati makbapak aku je, all my life kan? tsk. things have to change & i guess, this is it. this is the change. whether it will make or break me, depends solely on me. ive heard a dozen stories of how hard workin life is or how challengin its gonna be, but yeah, Bring It On, sister!

i still have to go thru it whether i like it or not and its only gonna be two years. maybe two years of pleasure, maybe two years of pain. its just gonna be on either side of the court. sighs. i will complain, i will throw tantrums, i will cry, i will scream my head off & i will feel like quitting but i will make it through. Hehs.

to put it blantly, if i dont make it thru, who the hells gonna chuck 20K down my ass? whos gonna answer to HR? who am i to depend on? Nofuckingbody. so might as well!

if u cant make anything out of something, make something out of nothing.

& thats exactly thing what im going to do.

ok,im gonna take a nap. i am sooo sleepy. i was dozin off durin psychiatry. but the thing is, when mdm mages asked questions, i cud answer it perfectly! maybe i have the gift of listenin when i am sleepin. hmph. oh wells, Bye~

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im sad bcz some people misunderstood me. i think they have been misconcepted & wrong. they think that i have dirtied my friends' minds and have influenced them NOT to like this other person,i dont like. i have all the reasons not to like this particular person. lets just name her H. & i definitely think that i have got the blardy right to choose my friends. i think when i have my reasons & very valid reasons for not wanting to be friends, i think people should start to shut up & respect my decision. instead of telling me that i am very immatured & very shallow. ok, you guys think about it. would you be friends with somebody whom has ever tried to harm you? whether or not, she has changed for the better now? maybe just hello&bye,maybe just an eyebrow raised. but not closefriends right? precisely my point. & the point about me influencing my friends. ok, i give you guys scenario. i usually hang around my 3 other girls la. ismah naj & shaz. & obviously they are more closer to me than anybody in the sch right. so of course, when im not happy about something or angry or sad about anything at all, ill share with them right? like, " omg, im sooo pissed! gerammnye aku dgn dier. asal dier gini. babi tuls!" ok, maner part of this sentence that you think that is influencin my friends not to like the person? you tell me! what, i cant share my unhappiness with my friends? i cant tell them why the hell am i screamin and shouting like a madwoman? I CANT BLARDY TELL THEM? i think i have the right to tell them bcz im tellin the truth. i dont go around & make stories up and bring H down. i dont go, " omg. i am so fuckin pissed with her. eh krg jangan bual dgn dier tau! or dont even try to get near her!" I AM NOT LIKE THAT. i dont tell my friends that. you go ask them. tsk. macam sials arh. seriously. you tell me that im immatured. hey, maner part of it yang aku immatured? you just tell me. i dont go around telling people makeup stories. i tell my friends my unhappiness &unfortunately, it so happens that my unhappiness is H. but that doesnt mean that i influenced them what! wahlao. you people who think that friends shouldnt share their problems should go shoot yourself. if H wants to kill me & i fuckin know it, SHE WANTS TO KILL ME. no change in that fact. & thats the blardy fact that ill tell my friends. H wants to kill me. soo IS THAT INFLUENCING MY FRIENDS BRAINS?

BABI. eh buat malu tau blaja nursing. seriously.

& i don base this entry on anything at all. this is whats happening. & i fuckin know it.

seriously, its sick. i hate it when people think so highly of themselves and they think that they are God. they stride in sch any fuckin time they want to. they think WE GIVE A FUCKIN FLY FUCK about them just bcz we are unhappy. well, to tell the truth, angry & pissed is more like it. here we are, tryin to help, indirectly & i am so goddamned sure that they dont know what we did & there they are, taking it all so fuckin easily. GET A FUCKIN LIFE. go fuck yourself, go fuck the chair! or whatever. really.

& its always " i dont think she knows that her friends hate her, the friends who always sits with her are actually only being nice!" well. i dont think i know that too. & i dont care. if my friends hate me & i get to know about it, i will be angry & ill merajok & i will be sad & i fuckinwill walk away.

BUT until that happens,until i KNOW that my friends hate me, ill be exactly where i am now.

Here! You just bring it on. I dare you to. ive dared you since last semester.

lets see who has more reasons to hate.

heh,blardy fucker.

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How can i not smile everytime he looks at me this way & smiles exactly the same way he does in this very picture? you tell me lah. Tsk.Tsk. Susah. Haha. & oh, Photowhore II is on her way to have more pics bein uploaded eh. Naj's Sisters, Our 16th, SPF Annual D&D!

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i just wish things were back to how they were the last time round.

long walks, latenights by the riverfront,latenightsuppers, late night lastminute shopping at mustafa's,longhearttoheartalks, nightcycling & many other happy,happy things that we all do together.

frankly,its been quite sometime since we last laughed ourselves silly. or make fools out of ourselves. or tickle each other til we roll on the floor & cry.

damn. i miss them all to death.

missthem,missyou,miss all of them.


wish that there were more than 24hours in a day, more than 7 days in a week, more than 30 days in a month & more than 365 days in a year....

then probably ive got more time to do more things..




but right now, im in my careerdevelopment class where we have to come up with a Business Plan. & boy, am i damn clueless.
Hmph.

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im here to proudly announce that naj has the prettiest younger sisters.
girls who are blessed with curly soft hair, thick eyelashes & eyes to melt for.
but they are quite a handful to handle though. they are by far the most hyperactive 3 & 4 year old girls ive ever met. they want your attention 24/7. or should i say, DEMAND. & when u dont give them their due attention, they'll scream & shout & cry. & oh yah, slam doors. haha. Girlssssssss. but cute la! the smallest one, nasyerah can even sing My Heart ok! wahlao. very ashamed of myself.

so im over at Naj's, all the way at Bukit Gombak. i have no idea why i was sooooooooooooo rajin to travel halfway across the island just to see Naj. i mean, i dont wanna coop myself at home just bcz some idiot spoilt my day yesterday. hmph. i just finished research for my psychiatry project. we are sooo screwed i tell you. for behavioural sci, we still know nuts about where to start. primary & secondary agents of socialisation. okkkkk, so its talking abt human relationships & sooooo...? my mind is sooooooooooo blank. wahlao. seriously, i dont know what are we drivin at or where we are supposed to drive to. its too vague. tsk. & at naj's place, she has 3 internet-accessible computers. so we are communicatin thru MSN even thou the room im in is just beside hers. ikotkan hati, i dont feel like gg home bcz its like realllyyy far la. but yup, no uniform, nothing. tskkkkkk. oh wells. i think i should be heading home soon enough. & do you know naj stays at the 20th flooorrr? like fuckin HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lah. tsktsk. terkejut kejap aku biler dier tekan 20. tsk. fuckin highhhh man.

actually this entry is soooo random. i just feel like bloggin cause the connection over at mine is really fucked up. like, each & every time i try to post sumthin, it'll go missing. & ive got this huge feelin that blogger.com felt my angst thats why i managed to post my prev post. Hee. aidil is out with his friends again, jalaning raya. i tot only girls are supposed to be excited about jalan raya? with makeup & heels & bags and all. ni terbalik. im soo lazy to jalan i tell you.

the only thing im lookin forward to is Spore Police Force Annual Dinner & Dance which is on friday. i think its gonna be at Swissotel Stamford. im sooo excited bcz usually the event is really good & i get to play dress up and all. Hah. okkk im gonna go now.

ill post pics of her sisters soon ok! Have a great week ahead!

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Friends, ive got another multiply account to accomodate more photos so, if you are one of my contacts in my previous acc, please add me to this new one. If you are not but you know me personally & have a multiply acc,you can do the same! the email's address is; havokast@hotmail.com & the new account is under Photowhore II. Have a greeeeaaat weeek! Mwah.

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"..From this day on, I choose to live with you and laugh with you; to stand by your side, and sleep in your arms; to be joy to your heart, and food for your soul; to bring out the best in you always, and, for you, to be the most that I can. I promise to laugh with you in good times, to struggle with you in bad; to solace you when you are downhearted; to wipe your tears with my hands; to comfort you with my body; to mirror you with my soul; to share with you all my riches and honors; to play with you as much as I can until we grow old; and, still loving each other sweetly and gladly, til our lives shall come to an end.."

- Amalina.

♥ Babies!

-Baby Ana & Baby Aidil-

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boleh tahan irritating la aidil seriously. i am soooo near to punchin him & havin his ears castrated. why are boyfriends so irritatin nowadays? where are those subbbbbbeeerrrrrr nice ones? i want another boyfriend la. people always tell me tt i should let loose alil bit on him. yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, dier aje aper. aku kan slalu yang dose. yang dose aku, yang sial aku. everything aku la senang ckp. & when i get angry & scream, he tells me that there's something wrong with MY mental. woah, dgrdgr dah pandai nak diagnose org. kalau aku giler pun, aku jadi giler pasal kau la babi. so since im psychologically not right, you can go fuck spider for alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i care. nak fuck cicak pun kau peh pasal. aku malasssssss. & part aku dah malas, ill just pack & leave. you just watch & see how i go about doing it.

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Para Penonton Sekalian, Photowhore Sudah Di UP kan! Terima Kasih.

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"..Through the fire To the limit, to the wall For a chance to be with you I’d gladly risk it all Through the fire Through whatever, come what may For a chance at loving you I’d take it all the way Right down to the wire Even through the fire.."