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yday's clubblin was fantastic! veryyy girlfriend loving since its been ages since i last went out with ain & nana together! phunks was maddddd & devils was even crazier! i swear there wud have easily been like 1000 people in that club! & we lost ain for like 2 whole hours. HAHA.

BUT, i got myself a job this christmas eve. at Bungy's.*screamsaround*
Hohohohoh. awhoopppingggg10bucks/hour. with gaia & mummyyymarsha.

SOOOYEAHH!(: i cud make do with some extra cash anddd company on a holiday eve i guess.
but ill be up from 3pm til 6am on the 25th. thats like 16++ hours,if our customers go home in time that is. im just afraid ill screw up like the last time. worked at Bungy's b4 and it took me a week to get used to it. the schedule and everything. hopefully everything goes well! ((:

finally today, me &aidil are checkin out the touragencies. ICANTFREAGGINWAIT.
i cant wait to meet my baby. miss him terribly. i think there's something tts changin in me, i have no idea what but it feels positive.

ok, i just found out that meimei has a WHOLLEEEEE lot of movies on her laptop. & Honey is one of my favourite. ill just get back to it now. Takecareee people!


AND I FORGOT. Nana's hp is THEBEST. every single photo we took last night, was FLAWLESS. well, the girl paid nearly 1k for her phone so it better be good righttt.
Riiighht. Photos of us, will be uploaded soon. After she comes back from KL i guess.
hohohohohoh. icantwait.

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i was on msn again. & this time, i was chattin with felix.hes in indonesia. a nice friend, but probably the ricest friend ive ever had.his family owns 7 royce rolls. or issit the rolls royce. i cant even pronounce it ok!his house is 7storey;2basements.but hes nice. humble and very crazy.hahahahhahaa. sec school was fun withhim around. hes studyin in jakarta, Swiss German Uni. and in april, hes goin to Germany.

SEE WHAT I MEAN BY EVERYBODY'S GOIN SOMEWHERE?! urgh. SEE WHAT I MEAN BY MY FRIENDS ARE LITERALLY EVERYWHERE????!! urgh.


sah's comin to spore frm vegas. i dont know if she has landed but felix told me that its today. angel's coming back too? HELLOOO PEOPLE! *waves* everybody's havin termbreaks now,i guess. Hohoh.

Nevermind. I'll settle for Perth,Melbourne or Sydney.& felix told me not to go Australia too soon.So we can meet up before i go or in Australia itself. *wiggles* icantfreagginwait.
oh,im gg clubbin today and its only the 3 of us. i dont know why i care so much to include my other friends.seriously. notfuckingworthit. well, im gonna enjoy myself. next week,next week boleh bual.



toodles for now!

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retail theraphy is the best theraphy of ALL theraphy. i swear.
shopping & eating makes me soooooooooooooooo happy,
everytime i swipe my card, i feel a tingling sensation down my ass.
YEAH, but the aftermath, being broke is miserable & horrendous. but while ive got the moolahs to spare, i took advantage of it.

Dorothy Perkins, RalphLauren, LaSenza,Adidas,Guess & Gucci.
Conquered them today. & DAMNNNN, i still want to get the Adidas wedges. Its limited edition,mind you. Its a pretty white & gold. & when i first lay my eyes on them, i KNEW i had to get them. But i didnt because before that i was swipe-ing the card like crazy so i just had to hold back. So i called aidil to ask if he wanted to generously get it from me. He gave me a straight NO. wahlao. But its really comfortable i tell you. WOAHHHH. i cant stop thinking about it. so near,yetttt sooo far.

Aidil was sooo mad at me that he confiscated my card and handed me 20bucks. like, HELLO?
TSKTSK. but whatever la kan. hahaha.

im happy. sooo tml, im gg to hit the clubs,again! hohoh. twice in this week but yeah,i just want to enjoy my holidays and make full use of my nights instead of just sleeping. HOHO.

happy.happy.

ok, happy holidays people! (:
bbbabyyy, i loveee you. the kiss wasssss smackinlyyy guud tadi. haha, everything seems perfect when ur happy right? he was 30mins late but i didnt gif a fuck. WHHHYY, cause i was happy.
HOHOHO.
bye for now. im glad that i didnt have to work. Tuhan sebenarnye paham isi hati ku.
HAHAHHAAH. ok bye.

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i think HR's crazy. they gave me an advancement of 10 freakkkkin days. now, i just need to wait til tml to make a trip down UOB. & hopefully, that will be a start. bike lessons, redangtrip & expenses this mth will make out to a very hefty amt. *crossesfingers*

i still have relationship issues. still. i dont know when it'll end. hopefully soon. i love him more than anything else. & bein with his family the entire day, makes me want to be part of his family. really. the bond & his nephews are such amazing things. oh well, im takin a nap now.

later in the evenin, me & nana are headin dwn cathay to catch The Holiday. it will be our first movie in our 4 year plusplus of friendship. Haha. pathetic kan? lets just say movies dont seem to rock our boats a few years ago. Hooohhoo.

congrats shazila for making it! & good luck wit haikou alright? you'll do fineeeeeeeeeee.

takecare everybody. OH i just bought salvatore ferragamo's homme parfum & it smells sooo nice. very sensual with a tinge of manlyness. i like that. i dont like my perfumes smelling all sweet,girly,sugarry & everything nice. hahaha. a little tinge of manlyness is veryyyyy appealing.

oh baya! u owe me a full detailed review of the motorola job. haven heard from u girls since like what, 2 days ago.? yall dead or sumthin? hopefully the night shift didnt take away your lifeee. CALL ME UPPP SOONNN. we have to plan for the clubbin trip we promised each other!
hellloo? ((:

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exams are finally over! what a relief. beh sci is such a disaster. PCB was wayyyy better! anyways, me & aidil are pretty unstable. really. maybe its just on my side la. but yah, i feel weird. awkward. i dont think aidil's the aidil i know before. its changed. maybe its mutual, i dont know but yeah,i can sense it. but im not gonna think about it bcz if we are not meant to be, we'll just go on separate lives and find somebody better eventually. so yah, whatever la kan. bynk bual bynk doser la i think.

today im gg for tt factory interview! sape nk kejeee? one night 75buckeroosss,babe! haha. of course la, me naj & shaz r only gna stay for max 2 weeks. cause after tt, me & naj will be flyinggggggg off! hoho. i cant wait to get away really. many things happened. & last week itself, i cried to sleep countless times. things are just not goin my way. its either that or i am just pretty unstable. but either reasons, i just find the need to get away. ive got a month of holidays now & im pretty sure, time will FLY & the next thing i know ill be bloggin abt how tml wud be my frist day of attachments. WTF, i know. tsk.

but im lookin forward to attachments bcz my first 2 weeks,ill be posted to KKH! hoho. boleh mainmain baby tau! hoho. it'll be soooo fun! oh wells, just hopefully things work out right, its my last lap. after this attachments, it'll be graduation & then, Hello SGH! two years. signed 2 years of my life away & this is it. pathetic. but hey, ive got my eyes, heart & mind open for Australia. sooooooo, yup.

gtg. im darn late to meet the girls! they'll kill me!

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i had a pretty weird dream. something about one of my girlfriend's boyfriend.
Haha. Nahhh, it had got nothing to do with me. Its just weiiirddd. Werewolves, fat brides & pelamins.

Aidil has already branded me, a minahkawinkawin. Hmph. but i am not. Nak tau sape minah kawinkawin? NAJJLAH ok! i dont talk about wanting to get married. i just talk about weddings, pelamins & how nice it is to have everybody celebrating ur union! i just talk about it. Really. Naj is great bcuz she really wants to get married & i hope it wud be soon cause i wanna be her bridemaid! Or maid of honour! Haha. i think it wud be cool seein one of my close friends gettin hitched and then the rest of us can sit and talk and wonder what ever happens on their nuptial night. Hoho. Mesti Sexcitinggggg, kan? ((:

All these notes is confusing me. I need a break.
Now now, wheres that packet of viceroy.. i think ive misplaced it loh. Really. i cant seem to find it anywhere. Meimei & dadddy are touchin down tonight from their little getaway holiday. & this is like the third vacation in a row that both me & mommy stayed home when both of them get to fly,fly & fly. Jealousssss okkk. Last time it was thailandd seh! Wahlao.

oh. Me & aidil might be checkin out the tour agencies this week! So anybody has any suggestions where we should go? we were thinkin along the lines of beach resorts bcz im really sick of shopping. i just want to watch the waves and feel the sun. Hmph. Maybe Redang. But we'll see.

Stay tuned ok!

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Aidil & i went cycling! after many many broken promises & manymany dashed hopes, we finally spent time together. without his friends, without mine, without anybody else, just the two of us. but ive got a sore ass! Really. it was like havin a carrot wedged in between semlm! i love you,darling. i hope we have manymany more times like these. & evn thou, ive talked about breakin up a dozen times, ive realised that im probably stuck with you. Haha. Thanks for waking me up & bringin me to Macs at 6 in the morning. With the Nonengggg,noonenggggg,nonengggg wake up call. Thanks.

we pushed our bicycles from The Stadium all the way back bcz it was gettin to painful to even sit on the seat since daddy removed the sponge! RUGH. We went to Fort Road, sittin at the riverfront, talking, eating MY nasi goreng!, nuggets & actually mcm rumah sendiri la kiter buat. Golekgolek seme. Haha. tapi takde la. Dont think anyhow eh. Hee. But it was a night well spent. Im glad. Just damn the fact that i am bleeding. Hahaaaaaa.

ok, i need to shit. & yah, get back to revising. Beh Science Exams TML!
My second last paper of my entire ITE EDUCATION! *sobs*
i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad!

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urgh. pissed eh! im angry. very angry. takle accept. aku tau lah kumpulan kau bagus nak mampos. tapi tak payah ckp gitu. sungguh aku takboleh accept. URGH. geram.geram. ader hati nak ajak aku pi zoukout la, piala maidin la. takkk dpt laaa aku nak ikot. TSK.

GERAMMMMM OK. i dont like it when somebody talks bad about something that i genuinely like. I DONT LIKE IT.


call it my ego.
but in my heart, they'll always be the best. HMPH.

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Naj & I slept at 5am this morning. Spent the night muggin for Beh Sci.
Im halfway there & hopefully, ill get it over & done with tonight.

Meetin Ismah at Cityhall, meetin Aidil after that for DK. its been a long time i think!
Im bleedin really bad today & ive officially ran out of pads. Hmph. I think im gonna snub some of meimeis'. Haha.

Im very deprived of my boyfriend. Really eh. Even tho we meet in betweens, but i wish we have more time together. More time, laughin our hearts out and holdin hands and all things sweeettttt and nice. Hmph. I dont know, but i feel like he keeps disappointing me. Broken promises and dashed hopes. Sighs. i love him but i hope he'd alil more nicerr. ilu,baby!

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Naj's coming over to my place to study! hoho.
Yayness. i guess my house is pretty quiet. Condusive place to mug,mug & mug since theres nobody at home and my neighbourhood's pretty sane. Hah. The weather's just nice to actually roll around the bed between my quilt. But nah, i shall study today. i HAVE to ace my behsci paper! IHAVETO. ive made it an obligation. i am OBLIGED to ace it. i cant afford to handle Bs anymore.


ok, ive gotta pick her up at the bustop now. I hope she isnt lost or anything. Hee.


okie, what do u get when u cross breed a pig & a sheep?

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BABI BIRIBIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hoho . ok, bye!

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call me petty, call me shallow but seriously, aku dah tak pandang dier langsung.
dah tak pandang uh. i feel so betrayed & disappointed tadi wen miss tang told our grades for our beh sci proj. im not gonna blame her bcz its entirely our wrong that we even took her into our group. nilah, padan muke kite. we should have known better that she was just an empty vessel. all talk, no actions. hmph. maybe after this entry,ill get more hatetags from her, but i dont care really. cause aku dah malas. i shall say whatever i wanna say cus ive reached my limit. i will not care for your feelings or rather, your lack of. i do not think its worth. i dont think you're worth. i shall just let it go away now. mak aku ckp, tak bagus benci orang, Tuhan marah. tapi aku harap, God will forgive me on this one. Tsk.
Sekarang if anybody wanna call me petty, thank you. Cause i think im petty too. but i also think that i am right. & usually i like it better when i am right la. (:


apart from that, i had fun today! We had team-building. It was crazy runnin arnd school huntin for belts and all. Haha. Part kekek is the "turn over a new leaf" eh. ALL SO SMELLYYYY! & i nearly died when i lifted my arms. likeee WOAHHHHLAO. haha. i love my class, they are a great bunch of people. MwahMwah.

i just got back from meetin aidil for Macs. i miss him terribly. we are gonna have a picnic this weekend but its exams seh! maybe ill bring my notes and read.Haha. we'll see la. other than that, im all set for the factoryjob & negeri sembilan wth the girls & redang with aidil! ((:

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woah! i just received news that theres another suicide case in yishun this morning!
Wohoohhhooo. Musim suicide ke?

last sat, i was out with aidil and there was a man tryin to jump at bras basah complex! i called gaia & she sempat eh wave2 and show me her kitten! hoho. but the person didnt jump while we were there. i hope he doesnt at all. its sick to just jump off a building. maybe he must be really depressed. but committin suicide is like a direct entry ticket to hell. Tsk.

Ya allah, tabahkan hati mereka ni semua. Kuatkan iman mereka. Insyallah.

Ok bye. Mummy hussing over my blog. This is my blog.
My own personal space. Its good enough i make it public.
U read it, you don go on and on about it.
Thats the least you can do.
Maybe i should block it so Mom cant read my blog anymore.
But if u read, good. Then please understand that its mine.
Thank You. You are a great mother, just dont go on and on about blogging.
Love you!
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aside from the merepekness from my previous entry, i still wanna blog about yesterday.
since its clsoe to 1 am right now. Hah. we finished sch at about 11, i think.
after that, all 4 of us went to the cafe to wait for ilyazar! remember the one i told you, the one who bakes? alaahhh, naj's boyfriend la! ahhhh,yah that one. dengan begnya yang sungguh oldschool sekali, dia membawaki cake utk naj! hoho! i tried that cake, it was alil bitter but it was gudddddddddddd because the chocolate is thick eh! after the hangin arnd in sch, shaz craved for kfc and so we made our way to kfc bugis! i wanted to have the wings & ribs bcz i was sooooooooooooooooooo in the mood to chew on alotalot of bones but they didnt have those. they have thighs & drumsticks. wahhhhh,sad man! but whatever la, better than have no chicken to chew on right. hah. so yup, i didnt finish my chicken cause it was alllllllllllll meat & i traded the meat to bones with naj. i like the chicken batter actually, so i was chewing & chewing&chewing.
& i got sooo full. but that wasnt it ok.

we headed for lavender cause ive got to get myself the $5flips. mommy thinks that i spend too much money on footwear so $5 is actually quite reasonable right? besides i really need to get a new pair cz my old one has HOLESSSSS in them. haha. oh yah, last week i bought another pair from charles&keith. its a pretty black & pink one. but because of tt, ive developed blisters ok. haha. but nehmind. its happily resting at home. oh! den after the armymarket, walkin hand in hand with shaz under my windbreaker, we went over to millenia walk. talked for alil bit until i had the sudden urge to chew again! soooooo i bought roast chicken & mushroom fusillo. aidil's gonna flip if he reads this i tell you. but its reallyyyyy good cause he gave me a huuuugeee servin of cheese! ohhh cheese! ((: but of course, i shared it amg my friends and ilyazar cant stop giving us food&drinks ok! ice blended, somepassion drink that he made, gingerman bread & cookies! like he didnt stop stuffin our mouths ok! esp naj's. bertambah sihattt kawan aku nih! tapi bagus.

i got home to One Leg Kicking & it was quite hilarious even tho the storyline's quite thin. but oklah, it managed to tickle my lungs for alil while. rested at home for alil bit, packed my bags & now, im over at Naj's! Hoho. we're gg studyin tml i guess. we've got to start early. but i think its quite late already since some of my classmates have already started revision & i feel soooo pressured ok! i kno im good at memorising and all BUT ive got a majorrr hugeee weakness. i cant relate from one topic to another & its an issue cause it will really help if i can do that. hmph. ill try again this semester & i cant wait to mug tml! hah!

oh, did i mention? i was in the bus just now & a caucasian guy asked me if i played Touch. like touch rugby. hahah. i snorted & said no. then he said i looked like i played Touch. wellwell, not true eh. maner part yang badan aku cam aku sporting gitu. tsk. u guys shud really know that ive got flabs all over & its nothing near sporty ok. Hah. bt im a happy girl.

ive got great family, great friends (even better enemies) & a fabulous boyfriend.
what moreeeee can i ask for?! hmmm, maybe lots of moneyyy. hahaha.

ok, bye! i wanna haf supper! eh kalau krg nak gemok kan, pls stay over at naj's. she has soooooooooooooooooooooo much food at home. Haha. even if its bread & butter, im goooodddddddddddd with it!

Hoho.

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this specially goes out to that special someone in class. that someone who thinks that other people have been influencing others, assuming & spreading rumours.

hmph, first thing first;
Do you really know what happened? Do you? Are you damn blardy sure that what you think are rumours are really rumours? How sure are you that those "rumours" you say call rumours,are not true?

Secondly. kau step aku ni powerful jek, sampai aku cakap orang dengar, sampai aku "influence" dorang. mungkin bukan aku la, maybe somebody else but what makes you think that this huuhaa started bcz some idiot just felt like influencin people? But if you think that i am damn powerful, thank you very much. but arent you insultin their intelligence? dont they have eyes to see, heart to feel & brains to analyse whats real & whats not, whats true & whats fake? DONT THEY? but if u still think that some people are just gg around influencin others and people are actually gullible enough, dont you think its high time, u reflect upon whats before you?DONT YOU THINK? im sure that our class people are mighty intelligent & they have brains to think, they have the choice to agree or disagree. but if they agree, dont you think that you should have the slight decency & courtesy to at least respect people's decisions, opinions?

You are just upset because they agree but they dont agree with you, arent you? Heh.

yes, you may tell me to look at myself in the mirror and i shud respect YOUR right to opinions but the only reason why i am doin this is because, everything you thought is wrong or maybe, it has been misconcepted, misunderstood. by you. Tsk. i pity you actually because you are friends with someone who sabotages her friends, belittles them so that she will always be number1 & shes your friend who thinks that she's living in her own world, that her blardy actions has no blardy effects on others. well, its your choice really to befriend her but i chose not to. i chose not to be friends with someone who has tried to harm me, i chose not to be friends who belittles my other friends just so she could be better than the rest. I CHOSE. well & good for you if you do the opposite of me cause again, its your blardy choice but again & again, dont you have a little tinge of courtesy & respect for others & their opinions? Tsk.

well. its somebody in class anyway. she says shes disgusted with the class. well, hello misslittleperfect, have you ever thought abt whether or not the feelings' mutual? Maybe la. Maybe the class is also disgusted with you? Maybe aje. Im just sayin because i think its ridiculous to be disgusted with your own blardy class who has been with you for nearly 2 years now, whether how close we all are or not. Heh. YOU should start looking at yourself in the blardy mirror. really.

Respect is a two-way road. If you dont respect others, you cant blardy expect them to do the same for you. Dont even think about it, dont even try. Because people are smart, they are not as stupid & dumb as what you think they are.

& whats all these huuhaa i hear abt pple not coming to sch but attendin prom?
Sad. Sad.

Pple might get offended by this entry,
Im truly sorry but it comes out right from the heart.

Bye Now! Have a greatttt weekeend!
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