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have u all ever wondered why pitbull's name is pitbull? i find it weird la. asal banyak banyak namer, PITBULL jgk dier pilih. tskkk. oh anyway, i dont knw if u all heard of his new song? but i just heard it and i must say that its different from the rest of the songs that he usually does seh! Go check it out la people.

Its Tell Me- Pitbull ft Frankie J. very slowwwwwwww & you know, alil mild. but yeah, it hit my right spots! Quite surprised ehhhh. hahaha. its makes me wanna goo ," ohhhh pappppiiiiiiiiiiiii..!"
i am so hopeless lah when it comes to love,its getting pathetic. tskkk. tapi PITBULL GEREKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! oh, he has another one also, Bojangles. guys who like voluptous women with jiggly asses, im sure u guys will like his Bojangles veeeedeeeeooohh. very the sekkk like that you knw. with the bikini babes and t-thongs and all. tskk.

on another note, i just deactivated my hp line. i am comtemplatin on gettin a new number AND a new phone. oh, the number's only for limited people,more private la i guess. but not to worry, of course, personal friends will be notified. thanks! (: but maybe only lah. maner tau aku gatal, nak pakai balik number samer. Haha.

ok, i wanna go listen to sommoreeeee Pitbull!!!

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Right now, he's the ONLY man in my life

whom i can taktaumalu-ly call my own.

MY Daddy.
Have a fabuloussssssssssss trip, DADDYYDEAR.
Im sure the Emirates Girls will treat you right.
From St George's To Dubai.

jgn luper belikan beg Hermes yang org pesan ok?!
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

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was supposed to head to JB. but i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slenge today.

guess what? woah,dgn confidentnye, tunggu lin pat Wdlands,waiting for the bus to take us to JB & guess what? I FORGOT MY FUCKINGGGGGGGGG PASSPORT.

ok, shoot me. wahlao. met up with nazri also and so we end up walkin arnd everywhere and catch up on each other's lives since its been like nearly a year since we last saw each other. and we caught Dreamgirls. which was surprisingly DRAGGY ok. almost every 5 mins,there was a song. *shakeshead* REALLY. but it was nice to finally saw beyonce sang Listen. i was captivated and i think lin & i were the only ones in the theatre who knew the lyrics to that song so we sang along, buat macam theatre tu makbapakkiteryangpunye. HAHA. & yeah, thanks to nazri for sendin me back home at such a late hour. i cant help it lah, my corridor damn scary loh. really.

oh, haf anybody noticed? Beyonce & I share the same birth date, 4th Sept. IMVERYPROUDOFTHAT. hahaha. jodohhhhhh kots..?! *slapsshoulders*

ok. its like 3 in the mornin and ive got a morning shift in say, lessthan 5 hours! hoho.

i NEED sleep.

to that special boy;

i wish you knew.

takecare yall!

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IM GOING BINTANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN with XXXXX NEXT MONTH! THENNNNNN, redang/phuket with nana! (:

ok, i am so excited. basically, i cant wait for my attachments to be over in about say, 4 weeks?!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHHOHOHOH.
FOURRR WEEKSSS. den, ill be flying around.
Im so glad i saved up.
supposed to go travelling with aidil but since things turned out ugly,TOO BAD. hoho.

so yeah. i cant wait to get my head braided, ged my nails done and blahblah.
i think i spend too much money on myself. but you know, ive realised that ur all that uve got.learnt that from mommy, never depend on anybody cause when shit happens, u are always alone & when thathappens, u will have no choice but to face it up your nose. sooo, the moral of the story is,pamper yourself while you can because you deserve it. i know i deserve it! tts why i buy myself La Senza undies every month! (: like a cheap treat gitu. HOHOHO.

now, daddy is making a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fuss because the washing machine is spoilt. hes making a huge fuss because, i was the last to use. WHATEVER LAH. now blameee me. idiot. Is it my fucking fault that the machine decides to die on me?! STUPIDDD. macam pukimak lah serious. lain kali, jangan suroh org cuci baju kan! wahlao.part org malas, bising. part org rajin, mesin rosak, PUNN BISING. stupid.

AHHHH WHATEVER.
MAJOK LAH AKU.

BYE.

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SEMLM ANA JUMPE HANTU!!!!

betul punye. yang terbangterbang, melayanglayang, yang colour putih.
dgn takde head eh.

This is all my clinical friends' fault. they were scaring me with ghost stories at work for the past 2 days & they have been letting me go to the prep room & disposal room alone! SEEEE? wahlao.
OK. lucky for me, "she" didnt try to get too close. IF SHE DID, i swear i could have died or peed in myskirt.

& its true when they say, when u see "them" , you are usually dumbfounded.
I was, last night. I only managed to say, " ya allah!" many many times. the other doas, all i forget.

HOW LIKE THATTTT?

tulah, gi merayap lagik. balikkkkk malammalamm, tak tau semlm malam jumaat.
STUPID. *slapsself*

so, anybody saw ghost also? now, i can blend in with you guys because at last, i can talk about something that really happened to me. HAHAHA.

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"..Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own.."

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It's been a while since i last blogged. Things has been wishy-washy around me & sometimes, i just find myself totally tired of whatever thats happening, I just feel like running away. Running away to some place where i can only hear my own heavy breathing & maybe, once a while, get wind in my hair to make my hair fly around like nobody's business. I would like that really. It would be really perfect.

Work has been very kind to me. Settling into the ward and liking the people im working with, is an added bonus. Im deciding on wards to pass out to & i am considering 64 Surgical. Ive never liked Surgical postings but now, i think i would be okay in a surgical setting. Medical wards are always busy & there are always so many things to do with so little time because every other patient needs your attention like the other. But in a surgical ward, even though the workload is heavier, i guess, i have the luxury to segregate my attention. Like, there will be patients who needs more attention than the other & i think i like that. So i can really practise my nursing care.

Miss Tan told me today that i was smart. That i was ahead of my peers because i am able to be outstanding in my theory. But i needed to buck up on my Professional Attributes. Like, grooming & image. *scratcheshead* Ive been having this problem since 1.1 and i have no idea what else should i do. I told my friends that maybe, i should shave my head bald, amputate my fingers, convert to a nun & then, maybe have my whole body covered. THENNNN, maybe i would be a straight A student. I am currently receiving a 1 for my image eh. 1 out of 4 isssss bad! I qoute," professional attributes is the easiest to score. i have no idea why u flunked so badly in that. ur friends are strugglin to memorise your theory but u sail through. but u dont look like a nurse. Soooo how like that?" WAHLAO. her but/s is very exxagerating ok.

I dont know la really. how like that?

ok. i gotta go now. Im having my riding lessons laterrrrr!
EXCITEDDDD A LITTLE BIT LAH. haha.

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Running in circles

it's you i'm thinking of.

And if you don't want to talk

then this isn't love.

New destination,

I'll say my goodbyes.

I'll fight back time to you,

At least i know I've tried.

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WOAH! Gridiron Gang wasssss fabulouss!

Yellow Ribbon Singapore should consider doing something like that. Seriously. At least it wud be more practical. Hee. But yeah, kan pat singapore ni banyak mat gang-gang ni seme, so at least kalau dapat featured in a movie, it wud do justice to their tattoos & rough-looking faces! dont you think?!

Haha. & michael was getting emotional i think. alah, biaser la kan. samer kaum mah. haha. so aderlah sikitsikit dier feelingfeeling brothers with them. HOHO.

but yeah, 5/5 popcorns! seriously. LOVEEEEITTOOODEATH.

i like inspirational movies like these. anyways, michael agreed to bring me to his cousin's wife who does braiding! HOHOH. purely africann! & i am so blardy excited. he's gonna ask her to do it real tight for me & I CANT BLARDYYYY WAIT.

ok, goodnite.